" uh we should. go check. " gaten said.
i walked over it the fridge spotting what i was looking for. fairly large too. i walked back over and sat next to joe.
" whosever this is, i'll buy you another one. " i said opening up the can.
" why are you drinking that at 8pm? " joe asked me. " your going to be up forever. "
" good. " i mumbled before taking a sip. " i uh- have to study tonight so i need to be awake. "
" bullshit. " gaten said turning his head towards me.
" yeah, we've been friends long enough to realize when your lying. " joe laughed. " now why are you drinking that at this time? "
i really did not feel like talking about it but i know they are never going to give up.
" i don't want to have that dream again. " i sighed. " i'm so afraid, i don't want to see it. "
joe and gaten sat up and fixed their postures. stern looks took over their faces.
" that dream or whatever it was, happened almost a week ago. " joe stated.
" yeah so? " i said still drinking the sugary bubbly liquid.
" so? have you not slept since? " gaten asked.
" and don't lie taylor. " joe said seriously.
" yeah. i haven't fully slept since then. " i admitted tapping the can lightly with my middle finger.
" what does that mean. you haven't fully slept? " joe questioned.
" the most i can doze off for is 15 minutes maybe less."
" jesus christ. " joe said running his fingers through his hair. " how have you still managed to act good when you haven't slept for 3 days. "
" i don't know. i guess i'm getting used to it. " i replied standing up. " i should go now. "
" are you sure? you really need to sleep.. " gaten said standing up with me.
" gaten. " i said grabbing his hand. " i'm going to be okay. i promise you both. "
i gave them both a hug and walked out the door. i don't need sleep. it's clearly not effecting me. i drank more of my energy drink and walked towards my dorm.
before i could say anything, i saw finn and he saw me. we started walking up to each other.
" why do we keep meeting at night? " finn laughed hugging me.
" don't act like you don't love seeing me. " i joked, hugging the tall boy back.
" you caught me. " finn surrendered. a slight tint coming to his cheeks.
" so what brings you out here finnie boy? " i asked the boy.
" uh grace just left my dorm. " finn muttered. " how bout you? "
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crawl ( f.w )
Fanfiction" we can still touch the sky if we crawl, till we can walk again. then we'll run. until we're strong enough to jump. then we'll fly, until there is no wind. so let's crawl back to love. "
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