The story revolves around a lesbian Japanese girl who works in an onsen providing 18+ services to lesbian clients, only to discover that she has fallen in love with an arab girl. How will they meet? The story expresses self-acceptance despite the in...
If someone had seen her at that moment, he wouldn't have said that she was dead, her face was calm with a pure smile and not bruises this time, and it seemed that even her broken heart had been healed forever.I felt that I don't have the right to cry or grieve for my mother's death perhaps she finally found comfort and peace in heaven. She was proud of me and she even died with a smile drawn on her face that revived him after years of tears. And I couldn't be more satisfied than this .
My father didn't attend the funeral, so I always imagined the worst-case scenarios about where he is or what he does, and they all revolve around hum being in my mother's place . Most of the funeral attendees were from my mother's family and only some of her friends, and that what I wanted because only people who really loved her and cared about her got the right to come and say their last goodbye. I can't describe the atmosphere of the funeral all I can say is that I felt a positive energy as if my mother is now comfortable in her grave , there is a japanese proverb that says: "Jinsei to wa nani ka wakaranai toki, dō yatte shi o shiru koto ga dekiru nodeshou ka? Which means, "When we don't know what life is, how can we know what death is?"
After my mother's death, I faced some problems that made me unable to enter the University of Economics because my expenses were not enough for me, so I decided to work full time to raise money, but that was not enough. I felt disappointed because I gave up on my dream, but I remembered that my mother wanted me to learn how to accept and love myself , and from here I began to focus on myself, placing hope in fate, because he is the one who will lead me to my dream, and the first thing I thought about was being a Lesbian. Being a lesbian in Japan is somewhat strange for some people but no one has the right to interfere in that. I chatted with many girls through the " vlev "app dedicated to people like me and I actually went out on dates with a girl I got to know and I was hoping to have an intimate relationship with her, but she wasn't really interested in that and I often found a big difference between her personality in reality and her personnality in that app sometimes she would act like we're only friends when we go out .
I reached a point where I couldn't stand it anymore, so I decided to end my relationship with her and focus on something more important. I have 23 years now. I still work full time and the wage is enough for me to buy ready-made ramen and pay the rent. Perhaps I should focus on this first. That's what I thought at that time. After a long day at work. I came home, showered and ate some katsudan. I remembered the katsudan that my mother used to make. Compared to this, it's in another dimension, "Oh, is she satisfied with me?" I said it in a desperate voice, then I opened my phone to search for job application posts, so that I might find an attractive offer, but to no avail. Most of the offers required a graduation certificate from the university, and when I gave up on searching, I decided to go to sleep so then I was surprised by a job offer." Workers between 18 and 28 years old are required in Onsen Shirazaki to provide services +18 to gay customers To apply, please call the number shown below". And to be honest it was a tempting offer.
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Ahh I almost forgot🤦♀️: Can you please rate this chapter out of 10 ,and tell me what do you think will happen in the next chapter.
