ExistenceAs my eyes first open
I gaze into the blinding light
For a deep breath, I fight
I sometimes wish
All I saw was darkness
Never breathed never been freed
But luck awakes me
Into a lake of fire in hell
Where my soul will burn to the end
Here it is, here it is where my path begins
as I hop into the fire trying to catch hope and my feelings repress
with the torment of fire until the coolness of death takes me away from my pain with no regret
I am who I am I become who I want to be but in the end, the shadow of the past takes away the future from me
And from here starts the decay of my flesh.
I'm bound to die
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Innocence
That malicious glimmer in children's eyes
You lose it when you see how harsh this world is and then you die
I pay homage to the people who lived and never died
I see the image of the woman who cried in the church but insensitivity takes me far wide
Inexistence is my hearts desire that's why I feel like God sometimes
Is it innocence or brainwashing to have hope in the demise
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Illness
Always I used to think that illness Is physical
Turns out its body and mind
It's not contagious but if you search for it everywhere her your gonna find
It's even in the petty to the criminal minds
Your in a world where no one to your opinions gives mind
So stand there and fight
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Poetrythis book is a poem collection. it holds onto the different faces of life I've been through and negotiating the difference between my older and younger self. 《 TRIGER WARNING 》 $UCIĎE AND $ŮIÇIDAL TAUGHTS S.A E.D De@th and trauma