Promises Were Meant To Be Broken

Chapter 9

We walked back hand in hand

The crew was surprised.

Faces with shocked expressions

"Are you two .. uhh..."

"No!!" I quickly replied and pulled back my hand

At the corner of my eye, I saw him from smiling widely to frowning

Sighing, I sat next to Mickey and hugged her

"I missed you so much" I whispered to her as she hugged back

"I missed you too. We all did."

Pulling back, I smiled.

I looked around but Austin wasn't there.

Where is he?

"Uhh.. where's Austin?" I asked 

"He just walked off somewhere." Alex replied

He gave me a 'Talk to him' look.

I nodded and started looking around for him

This is a big airport. 

Where could've he gone?

I started thinking..

Should I give him a chance?

I love him. Only him. But I'm scared that he might hurt me again.

He's hurt me too many times.

One more time, I don't know how I'll be able to handle it

After 30 minutes of searching, I finally found him.

Outside the parking lot standing under the rain.

Alone.

I took a step closer and noticed what he's doing.

Crying.

My heart broke.

"I love you so much. I'm sorry for hurting you. I need you."

He kept repeating that statement.

Tears started falling from my face

I started running towards him.

I don't care if I get horribly sick.

Austin is worth it

I started shouting 

"AUSTIN!"

More tears started pouring out

"AUSTIN!"

He turned and I saw.

His eyes red and puffy

Then he started running towards me.

"BECKY! What are you doing?!" He yelled back

We ran into eachothers arms and I started crying in his chest

The rain constantly pouring on us

"Austin, I can't stand to see you like this" I sobbed

"Becky I love you. I feel lost without you"

"Don't make this hard enough than it is now. I still can't trust you!"

"I know..." He whispered 

The rain just started getting harder

I looked up at him and into his eyes

He tucked a strand of my hair behind my ear and looked deeply into my eyes

A shock of electricity went through my whole body

That feeling is back.

The feeling I have whenever I'm with him.

I liked it.

I missed that feeling

"Please give me a chance." He whispered softly against my ear and kissed my cheek

I love the feeling I'm having.

But I know it wont last too long.

But let's just enjoy it for now.

Grabbing his face, our lips touched

Moving together in a perfect sync.

He's my first kiss under the rain

He immediately kissed back

I smiled through it

His arms once again laid protectively around my waist as my arms rested on his neck

I was enjoying this

He pulled back but I was craving for more

"So.. does this mean I have a chance?" He asked with hopeful eyes

I giggled and pecked his lips

"That means a maybe"

I grabbed his hands and entwined it with mine

And smiled up at him

He had the most adorable look on his face

Like a little kid when he opens his Christmas present

We walked back to the crew hand in hand (again)

We just started talking about random stuff and laughed

I remember when we always use to do this

I felt as if we're a couple again

..But we're not..

We went back to where the crew was at but they weren't there.

Then I got 2 texts from Ari and Michele

Ari: Becky! We saw what you and Austin were doing under the rain(; Take your time. Spend some time with him. We called a cab to drop us to your place. Dont worry, we know where you put your key. xx - Ari

I smiled at the text and opened Michele's text

Michele: Hey Becky! Can Austin stay at your place tonight? I had to go meet up with some people and I couldn't find him but Alex told me he's with you. Hope you don't mind. And I know how much Austin would love to stay over

I replied

Me: Sure! I don't mind

I quickly replied back and smiled.

I get to spend time with Austin and the crew

"So, where's the crew?" Austin asked looking around

"They left. Austin, you're staying over my place tonight.        

I saw that sparkle in his eye and a smile

He's happy

I smiled back

"Ok. Let's go."

I grabbed his hand and walked to my car.

"I miss this..." He said quietly to me

"I do too...


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 *3 weeks later*

3 weeks past.

You're probably wondering how me and Austin are doing. 

WE'RE DOING GREAT!! For the past 3 weeks, he's been showing how much he loves me and I actually think we might get back together!!

He's been always holding my hand, kissing my cheek, hugging me at random times, spending time with me, and sometimes.. even kissing me.

AND------  lol you know what? I can't do this.

I was lying.

For the past 3 weeks, I felt no love.

He hasn't been showing how much he loves me.

He doesnt even talk to me.. 

He tells me he loves me, but I think it's a lie.

He hasn't held my had, didnt kiss my cheek even once, never hugged me, never spends time with me, and never kissed me since we were at the airport.

He hasn't shown any love at all since he came back to my house and left the airport.

Why?

The whole time he's been here, he's been spending all his time with Ari.

And you know what hurts more? I think they have feelings for eachother again.

I can tell.

How?

Well when we came back from the airport, we were suppose to talk and catch up in my room.

But instead, he went with Ari.

That night, she was in her PJs (Tank top and short shorts)

I gave them a while to catch up and stuff but when I came down, they fell asleep.

What's so wrong about that?

They were snuggling up to eachother.

She was sleeping in his chest while his arm was around her.

I was broken.

But that's not all.

Lately, they've been holding hands, hugging eachother a lot, and kissing eachother's cheeks.

and today, I caught them peck eachother in the lips..

Let's just say, I didn't take it well.

They don't know I saw.

I thought he loves me.

I guess he moved on.

But I haven't

Right now, Im in my room.

No one's in the house.

Alex and Sarah are on a date.

Robert and Mickey are at the beach.

And Austin is out with Ari probably to the movies.

They didn't invite me.

I have no one.
....

Maybe it's time to let go.

A tear came out at the thought.

Suddenly, I heard a door open and slam shut.

I quickly wiped away the tears and pretended to be asleep.

Someone opened my door

"Becky?"

I got up and saw who it was

I gasped loudly

"TAYLOR?!"

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A/N: Cheesy, I know. What you think of the chapter? Too predictable? Too corny? COMMENT. VOTE. NOW. 

P.S. READ THE NOTE IN THE NEXT CHAPTER IF YOU WANT TO BE PART OF MY NEW STORY