The Merciless Stud (Hot Trans Series #3)

Chapter 25

"We weren't. And you also can't invalidate how I acted the past few weeks. This is new to me, Buttercup. You are new to me. I don't know how to... handle this... you." I heard a genuine cry of struggle in his tone. Na parang ipinapaalam niya rin sa akin ang mga paghihirap niya. That after hearing my cries of pain, betrayal and struggles to him, he also wants me to hear his. Kumirot ang puso ko. God, is this even real?

"I couldn't grasp the right formula or way to handle this new thing in my life. But even if I'll know how to or not, ayoko pa rin sa gusto mong mangyari. Ayoko." I shivered at his solid remark. Napapikit na lamang ako at patuloy na humihinga sa amoy at init ng dibdib niya.

"So we'll date. We'll date so it doesn't have to be this messy again. Why you can say I can't give you that is beyond me. You underestimate me too much, Apple."

Mabilis akong umangat mula sa dibdib niya at inis siyang tiningnan. His gloomy blood-shoot eyes were the first thing I saw. I almost wasn't able to rebut.

"Because it is the truth! Sa kalibre mo at kung paano mo ako tinuring noong unang kita natin ay talagang mahirap nang paniwalaang kaya mo! Kaya nga kahibangan talaga ang ginagawa kong paglalapit sa'yo at mabuting itigil na lang dahil nga imposible talaga."

His blood-shoot eyes darkened at what he heard. It went down to my lips and he shook his head slowly and firmly.

"Doesn't. Mean. I. Can't. Change. My. Mind. And. Ways. You understand?" He softly roared. Nanginig ako at natulala. Napaawang ang labi ko habang nagka-titigan ulit kami matapos niyang mariing titigan ang mga labi ko.

I gulped. Speechless. Wala na. Ayoko na. Manglaban.

"And again, Buttercup. I am not giving you the privilege to decide alone for the two of us and vice versa. If our choices contradict, then there's no way it will happen. You understand?" Para siyang nagtuturo sa isang batang walang muwang at matigas ang ulo. Kaya nga lang, hindi ako bata at hindi siya guro. I am a soft dick thirsty bitch while he's a big Daddy. Shit.

"So do you mind if we leave everything behind now? I still can't get over how you ditched my games. You made me sick worried and so mad about you! Huwag na huwag mo ng uulitin, Apple." His jaw clenched. I bit my lower lip. Tang ina. Bakit ba ang rupok ko. Pero sino bang hindi rurupok kung ganiyan ang mga linyahan niya at ganiyan ang hitsura niya? His attractive tattoos are almost waving at me!

Pero kahit gustuhin ko mang manlaban pa at kontrahin ang prinsipyo niya sa pagiging 'hindi kami' nang nangyari ang pambababae niya ay hindi ko na magawa. Naubusan na yata ako ng lakas mapa mental at pisikal man. I looked away and nodded. I heard him sigh.

"Good girl." He lazily planted a warm kiss on my head, voice so sensual. I bit my lower lip to hide my smile.

I gasped when he carried me with just one arm. Ang kanina pang naka-pulupot na kanang braso sa likod ko ay inangat ako ng walang kahirap-hirap.

"Tyson!" I shrieked. Napa-yakap ang dalawang braso ko sa leeg niya. I inhaled the manly scent of his shampoo. Parang naligo pa ata itong damuhong ito kanina sa loob ng cr niya!

Nag-lakad siya pabalik sa lamesa at walang hirap akong inupo sa upuang nasa may kanang bahagi ng kabisera. Agad kong napansin ang umuusok pang Bistek sa lamesa. Siguro ay pina-init niya muna ito sa microwave.

I watched him sat comfortably in the kabisera seat. His dark and sensual eyes are eyeing me carefully. I felt my cheeks heat up.

"Let's eat." His low baritone sexily commanded. Pagod na lamang akong tumango at nag-simula ng sumandok.

As we were eating silently, and the countless of times I catch him stealing glances at me, I suddenly remembered something. Ang mga gamit ko!

"Ty, nasaan nga pala ang mga gamit ko? Kanina ko pa hinahanap." Tanong ko at pinanood siyang ngumuya bago uminom ng tubig. Tumaas ang kaliwang kilay niya.