when the words start to overflow

Learning and Growing

it's been a while since I last wrote.

I've experienced so much in that time.

I've learned so much in that time.

I know understand that in order to grow as a person, you must experience different ways of living.

Ive been stuck inside one version of myself.

The version that I tell myself I need to be.

I get so scared that I'm going to lose the part of me that truly makes me, me.

Though now I realize that I can't separate myself into different parts, because I am only me.

I am whole.

I am me, and I will embrace every single thing about me.

Ive spent plenty of time in my same old routine and friend group for years, sometimes it's good to let go of what you already know so much about and explore other regions of life.

And that's what I want to do.

I want to explore.

Holy shit.

I just figured it out.

That's what I want to do with my life, I want to explore.

Earth, and life in general, completely fascinates me in every way possible.

I want to see everything and meet everyone.

I want to connect with people who need it most.

I want to explore.

Though, I do still get confused sometimes.

Then again I'm still young. I still have so much to experience and learn, how could I ever be perfect with such little life lived.

But that's what I want to do.

I want to live.

I want to really live.

And I want to experience life.

I am so desperately in love with this world and I want to know what every cloud feels like.

I want to be the one who paints the sky every morning and evening.

I want to be the one who cares for every lost child in stores.

I want to be the one who creates every legend or myth and know the truth behind each one.

You see, I want to do everything.

Though there's no possible way that I could.

And that's okay.

I will still continue to live.

I will still continue to grow.

Time is a beautiful thing and everything good comes with it.

I will grow with time and I will learn about every part of my life.

This, I can only wait for.