Confession 2- Lost Innocence

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Dear Annie;

I'm 17 and I'm not a virgin anymore. Isabella was right after all.

I guess I can only say that it hurt, there's not much more to sy about it. It wasn't as romantic as I wanted it to be, as I imagined it to be. 

I've been smoking a lot more recently too, it helps me forget. I'm a straight A student so of course I know the dangers of smoking, but that feeling I get when I smoke outweighs the dangers. We're all going to die anyways, we might as well have some fine while doing it. 

Isabella says that she knows a guy who could get us some weed, I'm not sure if I want to try it. However, statistically it is a lot more safe than smoking and it should feel better. I can start to forget a lot easier. Mom and Dad are fighting again, I don't like the sound of it.

All this talk about smoking and mom and dad is making me crave a cigarette...

Love, 

Maya

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