She found
Home.
In her arms
But her arms
Let go.
ALYSON POV
Shit-
How could she know, they made me better than her, stronger than her, smarter than her HOW'D SHE FIND OUT?!?!
"How-" I start but she cuts me off
"How could I not? I grew up there, I'm not stupid, your very good at lieing but not good when you start to hesitate" She crosses her arms and i stand up and run to her, my hands on her shoulders and my head down
"Please! Please! Don't tell anyone! I don't want them to know just like I don't want them to know about selina-" I mentioned her name...out loud...the thing I was avoiding to do, but I guess I can't keep it out of my mouth forever
But I can run from my problems, that's exactly what I do, I run again but this time I don't make it far, I just make it to the door on the roof before natasha grabes my wrist
"Please let me go" I plead but she dosent
"Tell me who Selina is and I'll let go." She says sternly
"Take her name out of your mouth!" I yell and turn to her tears in my eyes
"Who is she?" She has a more calm voice
"I've know you for barely two days! You don't get to know everything about me!" I yell in her face as warm water drips on my cheeks, my breathing becomes heavier as more tears go from my eyes to my cheeks "just..forget...her." I chock out then calmly walk away
I go down the stairs and into the elevator then go to the floor my rooms on and walk there wiping away the tears I let slip
"Crying is weakness!" I can't ever get rid of her voice it drives me nuts, but I just can't stop the tears, this whole time she's been gone my emotions, my lies, my skills, there all gone I lost what I tried so hard to gain, maybe madem b was right love is weakness
I lock my door when I get to my room, my legs give out and I just lay on the side of my bed as tears stain the cloth and sobs run from my throat, until I'm sound asleep...
NO ONES POV
natasha follows you to your door the. After the sobs stop she gose to Wanda's room, just down the hall, she knocks on the door and Wanda answers
"Yes...?" She says in a confused voice
"I need you to look into alysons head." Natasha says quickly
"Wha- why?" Wanda answers with a nerve-wracking tone
"Please, she mentioned a girl named Selina then practically broke down after word, I just want to help her" she says more calm and sympathetic
Wanda just nods her head and they head to your room, wanda uses her powers to unlock your door, then they go in, wanda dose her wiggly woos and enters your thoughts
WHAT YOUR DREAMING ABOUT
Selinas laying next to me pushing my hair out of my face with her beautiful smile, she then kisses my nose and smiles
"I told we'd get out" I giggle at her statement and kiss her lips, the moment makes my mind spin in circles
"Of corse you did..." I whisper when we part are lips
She cubbles next to me, resting her head on my chest as I stroke her hair with two fingers, she's watching are show while I'm watching her, so peaceful so cute, so pleasant, so wrong.
People rush in breaking down are door me and Selina get up in a fighting stance, the agents..the hydra.
I start using my magic a glow gose around my fist, they start shooting and we charge at them Selina stays bakc sniping some of the guys, while I crack them dead, the last guy comes agent S. ...he's with one more person..
Andrew.
But he's motivated the Andrew we know, he's duffrent, he's changed...his eyes glow red as mine glow purple with the mix of pink
"Andrew you do to wanna do this." I don't want to kill him but I know if it comes down to him or Selina I will.
He charges at me, and we fight while agent S. Watches, gleefully.
"Ohh but I do." Andrew's voice is deeper and more like a robot "your-...your- the re- reason i- I am this- this" his voice glitches and my heart stops my body freezes and he throws me to the ground
His foot on my chest, and his gun pointed at my head my fave shows no emotion but sadness
"ANDREW LISTEN TO ME!" I yell at him but he rolls his eye and his finger clicks the trigger
Boom!
But when my eyes open I don't feel physical pain, I see her infront of me, draining of blood as I get up and run to her
"No, no, no selina!" I yell
My mind flickeres from my dream and from my memory
"It's ok.." She says with a smile
But unlike real life I got to scream.
OUT SIDE DREAM ALYSON POV
I jolt up breathing heavily and I'm in a cold sweat I look to my left to see natasha and Wanda and I cruse in Russian
"YOU FUCKING INVADED MY MIND! I TOLD YOU TO DROP IT" I yell at natasha not even caring that wanda was the one who did it
"YOU KNOW WHAT, FINE! SINCE YOU ALREADY KNOW, SELINA WAS MY GIRLFRIEND WE GREW UP IN THE RED ROOM AND WHEN I WAS 12 THEY SENT ME TO HYDRA I MADE HYDRA TAKE SELINA WITH ME, GUESS WHAT I HAD TO DO A DAY BEFORE I RAN TO YOU!...I KILLED THE ONLY PERSON WHO EVER SHOWED KINDNESS OR HUMANITY TO ME!" I pause as my eyes water "and-..it's my- my fault...its- my..fault...." I fall to my knees sobs leak out my mouth as I put my hand on my head
Even in my dreams...
She dies because of me.
A/N
HAPPY NEW YEARS!!
Ik I'm a bit late 4 some ppl
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FanfictionYou give her claws, she'll set herself free. Alyson is a 14 year old girl she was born with a loving mother but never got to know her, the red room took her away at the age of 3 and they raised her to be better than natasha romanoff, they succeeded...
