Make You Mine

MYM-14

"Nagpakalma lang po ako. I want a DNA test, Mom." Diretsong kung sabi. Alam ko na magugulat siya sa bagay na 'to. Ramdam ko ang pagkagulat niya pati na rin sila Mamu.

"What for, Skypiea?" Seryosong tanong ni Mamu. Saglit akong tumingin sa gawi niya. They doesn't want it. But we have to do it.

"What are you s-aying?" Mom asked while crying. Hindi ko gusto na makitang nasasaktan si Mommy. Pero ito na lang ang choice na mayroon ako.

"I want a DNA test, I also want to hear the truth. Kailangan ko malaman kung may katotohanan ba yung mga paratang ni Precious. Tell me everything, Mom. Karapatan ko naman na malaman ang totoo." If I want to know the damn truth. I need to be brave.

"You're my daughter, Skypiea. Why are you questioning that?" I saw pain in my Mom's eyes. Ayaw ko na gawin namin 'to. Pero ito lang ang tanging paraan para matigil yung pagdududa ko sa pagkatao ko.

"I am sorry, Mom. But we have to do that, kung hindi natin gagawin. Patuloy ko lang na pagdududahan ang pagkatao ko. I want to protect what's mine, Mom. At hindi ko yun magagawa kung hindi ako sigurado kung sino ba talaga ako." My grandparents and my other cousins are also crying. Napuno na ng iyakan ang bahay nila Mamu.

"O-okay, let's do that. Antayin muna natin ang Kuya mo. I want him to know about this."

"Thank you, Mom. I want to do it asap."

"Para sa ikapapanatag ng loob mo. We're gonna do that, Princess." Mom tucked my hair and hug me again.

They bombarded me about where I go. If who's with me. Para sa ikakatahimik nila ay sinabi ko na sa Isabela ako nagpunta. But I didn't tell them that I'm with Dylan. They know him dahil he's my brother's friend. Ayaw ko na pag-isipan nila ng masama si Dylan. I dragged that person to accompany me. Tapos siya pa ang mapapasama. Walang binanggit si Kuya kung sino ang kasama ko. And it's better to be safe. Issue ng pamilya namin 'to. Ayaw ko na madamay si Dylan.

Dahil gusto kung malaman ang kwento tungkol sa mga sinabi ni Precious. Mom told me about it. It happens that Precious mom's is Dad's first love. But they broke up a long a time ago. Bago pa pumasok sa buhay ni Dad si Mom ay ilang taon na silang hiwalay. They separate in a good way. Totoo rin na dapat ay magpapa-surrogate sila Mom. Ang sabi ng Doctor ay delikado na raw na magbuntis pa si Mom. But they still want to have another child. Kaya don pumasok ang surrogacy. Pumunta si Dad sa Bukidnon because of some properties. That's when they met again. Sabi ni Mom, pag-uwi ni Dad ay nag-open up siya regarding sa surrogacy. Sinabi niya naman na it was his first love. Mom doesn't hold grudges about Dad's first love. She said that is was already in the past. Kaya pumayag siya. Mas makakampante raw sila kasi kilala nila yung magdadala.

Unfortunately, that surrogacy things didn't happen. After a months of preparing. They found out that Mom was pregnant. It was a hard one pregnancy. Yes, I am a miracle baby. That's the reason why Mom is so sure that I am her child. I was a blessing from Him. Kaya walang katotohanan yung paratang ni Precious. But I still want to do the DNA test. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nasabi ni Precious ang mga bagay na 'yon. If her mom did that story. She's so hypocrite. She knows that Dad already had his family. And to the fact that Dad cheated on Mom. Paano nakaya ng konsensya niya na itago kay Mommy? For that long. It's been a freaking decade. Kung hindi pa lumabas si Precious, Mom will never know. We will never know.

She doesn't have a rights to be mad at Mom. Walang inagaw si Mommy, her mom was already in the past. And it pained me so much knowing Dad cheated Mom. It's not just with random girl but with his first love. So, it means he still have feelings for her? After knowing the truth, I don't know what to feel towards Dad. I feel so betrayed. Mas lumalalim yung sakit.