BloodLust

11 | Last Smile

I heard the cabinet slam then i heard the sound of a door opening and realized i was now in my room

My felt myself opening the bottle, i tried to make myself stop but I couldn't

I nearly gagged as unknown pills fell into my mouth, i grabbed the bottle of water on my desk and drank it to help the pills down my throat

It was like trying to swallow a apple whole, the pills felt stuck in my throat but after I finished the whole bottle they went down

Then finally i was able to open my eyes, i was standing in the center of my room with the crushed water bottle in one hand and the medicine bottle in the other

When i looked to see what the pills were i saw that the paper had been torn off and when i looked inside the bottle no pills were left

Only from assumptions I figured the bottle was refilled previously, when i swallow the pills i knew their were a lot

Suddenly my stomach felt like it was doing flips and i ran to the bathroom, i vomited all over the toilet and inside it

After i moved away from the toilet and fell to my knees on the bathroom floor and cried

I felt like shit i didn't even know what happened to me, i was crying when i heard a car door open and then close

I bolted up and quickly turned on the shower and locked the bathroom door

I heard a soft knock on my bedroom door when i heard the door open and close softly i also heard the sound of whimpers and soft meows

Then a knock sounded from the bathroom door "Brew, you alright?"

'Crimson' i thought

"Yeah, I'm fine just about to shower!" i Replied easing my tone

"Alright, well I'm back and after you get out can we go back to my place? I want you and the fur children to come to me and Alex's" Crimson explained

I very softly chuckled at her nick-name for Maple and Jackdaw before replying "yeah, alright"

~flashback over~

A few days after those events i woke to find out that all the medicine bottles in my cabinets were opened and swopped, and all the labels were ripped off

I knew it was the voice that took over my body and did this, but no matter how much i tried to control it i never succeeded

After i would always be in the bathroom for 2 hours showering and cleaning up throw up also hiding from the world

After it would happen the voice would vanish for a day or 2 before returning and yelling at me to be it again

This has been going on for a month now, I'm always exhausted and my face is swallow a lot

Ive tried look for answers online or asking Alex about people who hear someone else in their own mind and when she asked why i say "OH, out of pure curiosity"

I knew I couldn't keep living like this but their was no escape until something else happened, something i never wanted or expected to happen

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That night
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Crimy 💕

Hey can we hang out at the train track in like a hour or so??????
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