Prologue

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The wind from the train blew my brown hair back

My hands were scratched from being pushed out the way

My eyes wide with horror and mouth open slightly

The only thing on my mind was her smile

The last one I will ever see

Gone

And its all my fault

I never knew her secrets

I never saw the pain in her eyes

I never knew how much she was going threw.

The wind from the train was gone now

But I heard the splash of her falling into the water, just a few feet away from the bridge the train track was on

I don't know how long I stayed their until I heard sirens and saw flashing lights

My vision was blurred

The only I could see was her face before it happened

She was smiling at me

A smile full of love and pain

Her beautiful eyes looking into mine

They were a reddish cream color

I will never be able to look into them again

Just because I was selfish and never thought of how she was feeling

Her problem were 10x worse then mine

And yet I never tired to help her

When she did everything for me

I was lost in thought and didn't see the lady in front of me asking me what happened

The only word I made out was "shock"

I don't know what they meant, and I don't care

I was snapped out of my thoughts by someone roughly grabbing my shoulders

I looked and saw Alex, her sister

"BREW, BREW PLEASE TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED, PLEASE!" Her eyes were full of tears and her jaw clenched

She had reddish black hair, and light brown eyes

Her skin was pale but a little tan

Just like her sisters

Some other people moved Alex away from me, telling her something

Using the word "shock" again

I didn't know what they meant

I was still starring at the train track

Were she stood before it happened

She saved me

She died because of me

Because I was being stupid

I should have been the one hit by the train not her

I deserved it, not her

I can never keep my mouth shut, and that's why were here

Because I was to stupid to not notice the train coming straight for me

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