was it worth it part 2

a week later

"You ight" I said as she let me in

"Yup" she said turning up a bottle of Hennessy

"Um what happened" I said looking at the hangers on the floor

"Niggas ain't shit" she said

"Wanna talk about it" I said

"He pulled a you on me" she said

"Damn Ny I'm sorry" I said

"It's life" she said drinking some more

I would take it from her but she need it, she been through a lot

"Come on let's go lay down" I said

"I'm not sleepy" she said

"So come on" I said

"Why don't nobody love me" she said crying

"I love you Ny" I said putting the covers on her

"Shut up Teddy" she said

"Yes ma'am" I said

"I love you Teddy" she said

"Mk" I said

"See you don't love me" she said crying

"I do love you" I said taking the bottle out her hands

"Give it back" she whined

"Ny go to bed" I said

"Yo girlfriend know you here" she said

"Ian got no girlfriend" I said

"I have mental breakdowns through out the day Teddy, I want help, I need help" she said

"You sure" I said

"Therapy not working" she said

"It got us back talking, it is working" I said

"No I need to go to rehab" she said

"You sure Ny" I said

"Mmhm" she said

"Let's try therapy for about three more months then think about it,ok?" I said

"Mk, come here" she said with open arms

I laid down with her and we went to sleep.

Joe

Jayda still wasn't back and she wasn't answering nun of my calls.

*Phone rings*

"Hello?" I said

"Is this the spouse of family members of Jayda breedlove" the man said

"Yeah you know where she at" I said already putting my shoes on

"Uh she's been in a bad car accident" he said

"What about my kids man? What hospital?" I said getting in the car

"Sir just come to ______ hospital" he said

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"Ma'am what room is Jayda breedlove and Nate and Juan Dentson is" I said

"The boys are in room 301 and the mother is in 210 sign here" she said and I walked to the kids room first

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"Y'all ok?"I said

"Daddy"Trent said

"Uhh the accident was very harsh for the little guy he has a broken arm and the baby boy is actually ok he probably has a major headache though" the doctor said

"Well fix it do something about it" I said

"Where's mommy" Nate said

"I'll be back ok" I said

"Noo daddy don't leave us" Nate said

"I promise I'll be back" I said

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When I walked in Jayda room she had different machines plugged up and she was asleep.

"Umm sir she's in a comma" a female doctor said to me

"Wtf stop playing" I said

"I know this is a lot to take in right now so breathe" she said

"But doc she pregnant, how the baby gon... How the baby gon grow, will she eat?" I said as my voice cracked

"We'll handle that, you can take Juan home if you like but Trent have to get some work done on his arm"she said

"Is there any way I can have both of them in the same room" I said crying

"I don't know" she said

"Please ma'am" I said

"I'll see what I can do" she said

I went in the boys room and got Juan

"I wanna go" Nate said

"You can't right now but I'll be back im finna drop off your brother ok?" I said

"Ok" he said
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"Hello?" I said calling the boys on four way

"Yo"they said

"I really need somebody to watch Juan right quick something happened and I'll tell y'all about it later" I said

"I'll watch him" Cj said

"Thanks man I'm finna drop him off right now" I said

"Ight" I said

________

When I pulled up Juan was sleep

"I got it from here" Cj said getting Juan diapers out the car

"Ight thanks man for real" I said

"No problem" he said

_________

When I was heading to Nate room they told me that they out him in some medicine to make him sleep while he got his surgery done, so now I'm pacing from room to room

It was getting late and I had to decide what room I would stay in tonight and I picked Nate. I cried myself to sleep that night.