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After Ronald left, I didn't wait much longer to follow after him.
Harry started to run after me, calling my name but it was useless.
I couldn't make myself to turn around, and look him in the eyes. I have no idea how he doesn't feel guilty by looking into my eyes and lying. But I know one thing for sure.
All this time we "dated" his eyes weren't full of love. His magical green eyes that would usually drive me crazy, lied. We never existed.
I was just a bet.
Before he could even talk to me I closed the door of girls bathroom in front of him. I started crying so hard, but silent, I didn't want Harry to hear me. I knew he was on the other side of the door.
"Y/n...please.." He begged.
I could hear him start sobbing as well. But those tears couldn't buy me anymore.
Why? Why did I feel guilty. I felt like it was my fault for trusting him. My fault for loving him. No, it was my fault for thinking that anyone would ever love me.
I had to punish myself for this.
Quickly, I grabbed my knife from the pocket of my robes. Slowly I lifted my sleeves up, and started cutting myself.
Harry on the outside was still begging me to open the door. But I was too busy while painting my green robes, to colour red. Like I was in Gryffindor.
Sobbing even harder I decided to cut deeper, cause I felt like more pain is needed. I ended up cutting all over my arm. Fuck that will definitely leave marks.
But I'd cover it, hopefully no one will notice what I did. Just because of the Golden Gryffindor boy.
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HEY GUYS IT'S CHARLI.
Alr i'll stop.
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oml harry what are you doing to y/n, you better apologize.
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