The Possessive Bully

Part 31

The tension was so intense. Tyler stared at me with a blank expression. He didn't like what I said, that's an understatement. He was mad.

"Let's talk outside.", he said and started walking towards the door. He looked back when I did not move an inch.

"What are you waiting for?"

"Why should I follow your orders?"

Oh fuck. It feels great voicing out what's inside your head. Is this how Sunny feels?

Tyler's brows furrowed.

"Let's talk.", he repeated.

His voice was filled with threat. But I stood my ground.

"No."

"Stop it, Tyler.", Van interrupted.

"Ty, what are you doing?", Tiffany said after Van spoke.

Tyler's face went dark, his lips pursed into a thin line.

"Shut up you two!"

Van looked pissed while Tiffany looked shocked. She didn't expect Tyler would yell at her.

"Tyler, calm down.", Sunny butted in because things are already getting out of hand.

Tyler threw Sunny a glare. I knew I had to step in before it gets worse.

Van already stood up to face Tyler but I pulled his arm and shook my head.

It's time to stop.

"Alright. Let's talk."

"Kryshia.", Van whispered, holding my arm. He was stopping me.

"We're just going to talk. And don't think we're okay. I still haven't forgotten what you did."

I left them and followed Tyler. He led me to a nook near the hotel.

Only a few guests were sitting and drinking their alcoholic drinks. Tyler sat and pulled a box of cigarettes. He was about to light one when I grabbed it from his mouth and threw it on the ground.

"What the hell?", he cussed.

"I have asthma.", I said, sitting on the chair across from him. "I bet you don't even remember.", I said and glanced at him.

"Well, why would you even care to remember? I'm just your step-sister.", I said full of spite.

He looked pained at what I said.

Come on, Krysh. Really? Stop imagining things. Tyler is nothing but an ass.

"Of course, I remember. Sorry, the cigarettes calm my nerves. It was a habit.", he said and pocketed the cigarettes.

We shared a painful silence for about three minutes, watching the sky as it turn purple.

"Where did it go wrong?", he started.

I looked at him and saw the pain in his eyes. My heart skipped a beat.

No, no. Krysh, don't be fooled by his act.

I averted my gaze and looked at the birds flying freely in the purple sky. I envy them for being free, they can go as far as they want. Fly as high as they want.

"It was wrong, to begin with.", I replied.

"No...", he whispered.

I smiled bitterly, my heart starting to throb.

"Why did you do it? You already have Tiff. Why do you have to fuck with my life too?"

"Tiffany's just my friend."

His words made my head throb in anger.

"Do friends kiss? She's more than just a friend. You know that."

I looked at him, trying to search for his eyes.

"I know she's special to you, Tyler. And I know I can't replace her. She's important to you.", I whispered.

"No, babe. That's not true.", he said and reached for my hand but I shoved them off.

"She's special to me, yes. But that's because she's always been there for me. She's a dear friend. There's nothing more than that!"

"Then why won't you deny it in front of everyone? Why won't you tell her how you feel? Why won't you fucking choose me?"

He stared at me, stopping himself from answering my question.

"Tell me why."

He looked down at his hands.

"Tiffany's suicidal. She attempted to take her life countless times already. It's not that easy, babe. I'm all she has."

His revelation got me tongue-tied.

Is that why?

"So... you'd let me get hurt just to save her. You'd kill me just to make sure she's safe."

I nodded at my words, tears starting to flow from my eyes.

"I was living peacefully, Tyler. All you need to do was sit and behave while your parents get married. Then why do you have to drag me into this mess??!", I yelled at him.

Some of the guests are already looking in our direction, wondering why we're fighting.

I don't fucking care.

"No, babe. I didn't expect this too. It was not my plan. Please, listen to me—"

"No, you can't fool me anymore. I'm tired of this push-and-pull relationship. I'm tired of competing with Tiff for your attention. I'm tired of lying to my mum. I'm tired of hiding. I'm tired of loving you Tyler. I didn't know loving someone would be this tiresome. And sometimes, when you get tired. It gets easier to just let it all go."

My words didn't feel real. My heart was aching so much I had to stop talking.

I covered my face with my hands as my cries get uncontrollable.

He knelt in front of me and held my arms.

"No, Krysh. Don't cry. Please, babe. I would fix this. I would tell my dad and explain things to Tiffany—"

I stopped him and smiled bitterly, tears still flowing from my eyes.

"You don't need to do all those things."

I bit my lower lip when I saw tears from Tyler's eyes.

No...

Krysh. You're doing the right thing. This is for everyone's happiness.  This is for everyone's betterment.

Your parents will be happy. Tiff will be safe. Everything will go back to normal.

I took a deep breath before saying,

"I'm tired, Tyler. I'm tired of all this bullshit. I'm tired of trying to understand you. So, I'm letting go. I guess this is the end of our talk. I'll head first.", I said and removed his hands on my knees.

He looked like a lost sheep. But I had to do this and I have to make a choice.

I turned my back at him but before I left, I heard the words I never thought I would hear from him.

"I love you, Krysh."