I'm feeling awful right now. I don't know what to do. It's the same as it was back when me and Jack broke up. I'm stuck between two people I love and I don't know what to do. As much as it will hurt I have to tell Ben. He didn't take it too nicely he said the same things to me as he did the day I told him to fuck off. "Have a nice life". It keeps ringing in my ear.
Later that day me and Jack decided to meet up at our old place where we got together. I walked over there. A bench next to the river that runs through my town. It's in a little forest. As I walked over there my heart was racing as he walked out from the woods. We sat and we chatted. That's when he put his arm around me and I cuddled up to him. We did our little thing. The thing we did at the beginning of our relationship. Looking at each other and repeating "hmm" one after another.
He was looking at me and said "I missed this" I felt like everything was perfect and I smiled and replied "me too". The next thing I know his lips are on mine. It was just a peck but then it turned into a deeper kiss. I could not tell anyone, they just wouldn't understand.
I went home and I was happy for some reason. We had college the next day so I called Jack and told him to keep away from Ben. "He wasn't gonna take any of it and he will beat you up." I said nervously. "Don't worry about it" he replied.
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RomanceI wanted write this down so people can read about what I have gone through. Most of this is stuff I Have experienced. I will keep this as an ongoing Diary as you would call it. I hope you guys enjoy. I will update as much as possible.
