That night I go to sleep with a huge smile on my face. As soon as we put our relationship on Facebook I received hate. Hate from my old friends saying I moved on too fast.
They did not know my story. I hated Jack I hated him. He was just an awful boyfriend. I realise that now because I was oblivious to it. Love blinded me, anger has made me see the truth about him. I don't care what anyone else thinks.
I'm happy in my new relationship.
My friend Amy was hosting a house party at hers and we were invited.
*time laps to party*
Me and my friends are getting ready. I straightened my hair and put some foundation, blusher, eyeliner and mascara on. I am wearing a purple short dress. When we go downstairs the boys jaws drop to the floor. I walked up to Ben and gave him a kiss. Soon we were drunk although I had to go home at 9 as I had work the next morning. Ben walked me to train station and I asked him to come home with me.
After we got home I was completely sober. I was never really aroused but right now I was and me and Ben were about to do it but he said he couldn't. I just said okay and went to sleep. But I didn't feel okay. Why wouldn't he? He told me he slept with numerous amount of girls why did he refuse me? Am I unattractive? I'm not, I can't be. The thought makes me uncomfortable.
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Broken
RomanceI wanted write this down so people can read about what I have gone through. Most of this is stuff I Have experienced. I will keep this as an ongoing Diary as you would call it. I hope you guys enjoy. I will update as much as possible.
