I do write not knowing what I should
Tired of living and upset with this living world
I tried my best and did what I could
But all it was a drop of water trying to extinguish hell flames from underworld
So now,I give up,giving up about everything
While others wouldn't even think of that as a problem
I tried to solve that,hoping to live a life with a meaning
Now I realized,why should I be the only one to carry this burden?
All of my hard work,now they are gone
And the world still operates in its own cruel way
Now I could care less about lives broken and torn
And turn my back on those fighting hard to have a stay
Once,I,filled with sympathy and lovingkindness
Now learnt to have my own ego and selfishness
