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Stargazing|Sirius Black [ON HOLD]

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thanatophobia - the fear of loosing someone ❝ [Wait does that mean i can go to one of those schools too?] ¡! ❞ ❝ [God you guys are so oblivious, even i know what they're talking about] ¡! ❞ ❝ [Sirius i love you but shut the fuck up¡! ❞ sirius black...

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FORTY ONE

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chapter forty one;
the one with the insecurities 

                            

                                IT IS NOT a secret that everyone have their own insecurities
                            
                              
                              
                                
                                  
                                  
                                
                              
                             
                            

                            

                              
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IT IS NOT a secret that everyone have their own insecurities. To Aven the feeling of insecurity is like drowning with all of you negative thoughts about your body or just yourself in general. Insecurity is not a good feeling and everyone knows that.
Aven looked at herself in the mirror, her friends had already left so she got the room all by herself. It's confusing how she felt like she had gained weight but at the same time she felt like she doesn't eat enough. Sure everyone saw her as this perfect human being, but in reality she's just a girl. Like everyone else, she has her own insecurities. No matter how hard she tries to love herself, it just couldn't work.
"Okay" Aven took a deep breath and put on her uniform before opening the door and walked downstairs 
She walked to the great hall to see all of her friends sitting in their usual spot.
"Hey dipshit" Aven kissed Sirius' cheek
"Hey asshole" Sirius smiled 
"Where have you been?" Remus questioned the girl
"The dorm" Aven shrugged 
"Hey Ave, Milo told me to ask you about Alabama" Regulus chimed in
"Oh dear lord please help me" Lily sighed 
"Sit down Reggie, you too E" Aven smirked 
"Someone sedate me please" Dorcas pleaded 
"I'm covering my ears" Alice said, Sofia doing the same thing
"Why Milo? Why?" James whined
"He wanted to know!" Emillio put his hands up in defense 
"Merlin someone help me please" Peter rested his head on the table
"Marls, cover my ears please" Sofia said
"On it" Marlene blushed, standing up and covered Sofia's ears with her hands 
"What's wrong with Alabama?" Frank asked, confused 
"Oh dear lord" Alice sighed 
"Frank you're about to hear a very lovely story" Sirius smirked
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Due to the students having a free period, James and Aven stayed on the boys'
dorm. Aven laying down on Sirius' bed, while James were in his own bed.
Where's Sirius,Peter,and Remus you might ask? Well Sirius had detention with McGonagall, Remus was in the library and Peter was nowhere to be seen.What surprised Aven was James didn't have detention with Sirius when they all know that whenever Sirius had detention, James would also have detention with him.But for the past few days James has been down. He sometimes would doze off, he was quiet, and Aven didn't like that one bit.
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