•Good 4 U•

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(Sorry this chapter just gives me good 4 u by Olivia Rodrigo vibes bc of Johnny, not pone btw)

JOHNNY'S POV

"Were together." His voice rang in my ears. I sat there In shock. I wanted to cry and scream at the same time. I kinda thought, for a moment, that he liked me. The way he held my hand, the way he held me, the way he looked into my eyes, the way he stared at me, the way he.. he smiled at me.

"Funny joke, but for real, whats up?" Soda fake laughs.

"Its not a joke."

Pony looks at his feet. "Were serious."

"No you're not. You better not be. "

"We are." Dallys smile drops, from annoyance.

"Im.. going home." My voice cracks. I start to walk to the door.

"No dont, please." He grabs my hand stopping me. I look at our hands than at him. He smiles softly. I shake my head and rip my hand away. I speed walk out of the door.

PONYBOY'S POV

I watch as the door slams shut. I try to go after him but dally holds my wrist tight. "Please." I say under my breath as a tear rolls down my cheek.

"Ponyboy, how could you?" Soda says quietly.

"What?" My voice quivers.

"YOU KNOW HOW HE FELT! AND YOU JUST- JUST- LED HIM ON?" Two-bit raises his voice.

"I dont- what do you m-mean?"

"He liked you pone."

"Dally please." I turn to him and beg.

He looks smiles evily. "Thats Johnnys fault." He looks back at them "He should have gotten him when he had the chance."

"I swear I heard his heart shatter in to a million peices when you said those words." I look at the ground.

It's not my fault. I didn't want to. It's not my fault. It's not my choice. It's not my fault. He made me. It's not my fault. It's not my fault it's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault. It's not my fault. it's not my fault. It's not my fault.

I T ' S N O T M Y F A U L T

"PONYBOY! Are you even listening?"

I nod slowly and shamefully. "I-im going to bed." I soda in the eyes as Dally kisses my cheek.

"Good night."

I rip my hand away and start walking to my room, maintaining eye contact, hoping he'd take a hint. Before the wall blocks my view, he gives me a confused look. I close my door and jump onto my bed, face down, and start crying. It is my fault...

3RD POV

Soda keeps eyecontact, he gives him a confused/worried look. Ponyboy then dissappears behind the wall. Soda just stares at the wall, confused. Steve intertwines his fingers with sodas, snapping him out of it. Soda quickly looks back at dally. "What did you do?"


"I didn't do anything."

"Tell me!" He walks closer, raising his voice.

"All I did was start dating him-"

"That- that," he points at him. "Its just weird that the hard-core bad boy, is so suddenly interested in my, soft and caring, brother."

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