"nolen pls get off of me" i say to nolen. "no you warm and comfortable" he replies. i started counting on my fingers.
"why you doing that fo" he asked. "because i'm tryna see how many fucks i give" i replied. he jst stared at me.
"what" i asked. "i jst came back from the dead and they told me you still NOT that girl" he said munching me in my face.
i stood there looking bamboozled. i know this nigga did not just put his raggedy ass hands in my face.
"are you crazy" i asked still looking stunned. he just gave a devilish smile. i got up and just started beating his ass.
he grabbed me and threw me on the bed wrestling me. i still was knocking him in his head.
"aight aight" he said tryna get up. "the fuck you tryna do give me brain damage or sum" he asked.
"maybe, it's not like you don't deserve it" i smiled. "oh you evil as hell, stay away from me pls" he said backing up off the bed.
he grabbed his things and went out my door. "wait where you going" i asked. he didn't answer.
he just continued to walk and went down the stairs to the front door. "nolen i know you heard me" i yelled.
" where the fuck are you going " i asked. " somewhere ion like that abusive shit and you tryna give me brain damage on purpose" he replied.
" i was joking and you know that" i said. "ion know shit but i do know i'm not coming back here" he replied.
i rolled my eyes. "you do realized you being a complete hypocrite, right?" i asked. "oh well" he said and walked out the door. i stood there in pure disbelief.
saturday 8:00 home
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mara 🥀
today is me and nolen 5 month anniversary. we was planning on going on a date. he still haven't told me where, but he says it's a surprise.
i'm super excited. i never had this before and i never felt this way abt a boy. ofc i've had a boyfriend before, but he cheated on me. we was together from sixth grade to eighth.
i know y'all probably like girl that middle school that's not real love, but it was for me.
i wear my heart on my chest. i'm VERY emotional and try my hardest not to show it. and every since that breakup i've been very guarded with my heart and who i give it to.
guys would try to talk to me and i'll shut em doesn't quickly by being mean ash to them. but that didn't work on nolen.
he kept trying and trying even tho i was being a devil. he still kept going and that's what made me finally crave in to him.
but anyways i'm almost done getting ready, i jst have to put some finishing touches on my makeup. i'm going for a natural beat so i'm not tryna do too much.
as i was done spraying the setting spray, i've got a text from nolen. "i'm outside bae" the text read. i grabbed my purse and headed downstairs and out the door.
i got to his car when nolen got out and opened the door for me. what a gentlemen. "thank you" i said blushing.
"no problem pretty" he replied with cutest smile ever. when he got back in the car i asked the question that has been on my mind.
"sooo where we going" i said looking at him. "didn't i tell you it's a surprise" he answered. "it wouldn't be much of a surprise if i told you now would it" he continued. "whatever" i replied rolling my eyes playfully.
qir's house 8:30
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tamera🌼
"qir get off me" i said as qir wrestled me on the bed. "no i love you" he replied. "i love you too but you don't have to be all up on me nie" i said pushing him off me.
"you literally was sufficating me" i laughed. i was laughing hysterically until i realized he wasn't laughing with me. i looked up at him.
"what" i said smiling. "nothing you just beautiful" he replied. i blushed. then he kissed me. and it wasn't just a regular smegular kiss. it was a i wanna fuck the shit outta you type of kiss.
he deepened the kiss with each peck. and then he put his tongue in my mouth. i was getting so hot and i could feel him hardening.
i lowkey was getting scared because i never done this before. i don't know if i'm ready, but i liked it and i didn't wanted it to stop. it felt good and i was getting tingly.
then i remember qir has basketball practice for his aau team. i hit his chest indicating for him to stop. he stopped. "what you didn't like it" he asked looking sad.
"no i loved it a lot" i said blushing terribly. "but you have practice remember" i continued reminding him. "oh you right" he said smiling. "i don't know what they gave us late practice anyway on a saturday" he said.
"od annoying but let me go take a cold shower to get rid of this" he continued looking down at his pants. "whatever i blushed".
10 minutes later qir got out the shower and came in the room with the towel wrapped around his waist. i got hot again.
i was just daydreaming. i had to look away because i didn't he was gon be late. "you wanna go with me" he asked pulling out his basketball bag.
"sure" i smiled. "can you make my bag for me it's downstairs" he asked as he came and kissed my forehead. "ofc baby" i replied. i went downstairs and started packing his bag.