Fight Me,Mate

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He leans down, still holding my arm before brushing his lips on my head as he whispers- "I won't hurt you. I will never hurt you."

I gulp as different feelings and thoughts cause a wreckage inside my heart and mind. But one thought which scares me most is that I trust he will never.

Trust. Trust. Trust

This will hurt me. I close my eyes at the feelings of his touch on my head. I'm getting used to him. I hate it. I love it.

I let myself enjoy this feeling for a bit longer and he doesn't move as well.

He is getting in.. he is bulldozing his way inside my heart and destroying everything which I had told myself to not get involved in...

Letting myself enjoying for a bit, I pull myself back with reluctance. When I look up at him, he has a tender look in his eyes.

I follow his hand as it raises before settling on my head. He rubs my head with affection, making my heartache.

It's been so long.. so long... so long since I have denied any feeling of affection and love from others.

This will hurt me, I keep reminding myself as I stare in his eyes.

"Don't hold back.." he whispers, looking at me with a soft expression.

"Be yourself with me, mate. You don't have to be on guard with me. I am yours.." He added

There are the words again... Yours.

But what am I supposed to reply to that?

He waited for me to say something but realising there won't be any responses, he smiles.

"I will go with you but you have to remain with me all the time and don't play any games, Dove. Please. We both know it won't turn out well." He says softly as I try to register his words.

Come out of the fuzzy bubble, brain. Start processing the information! Input Output do your work!

"Fine." I stated before pulling away. "When are we going?"

"Wait for me. I will be done in two hours then we can leave right away."

I nod my head and leave the office to pass these two hours.

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Two hours seemed to go like two years. I found Darren who had become more clinging than before. Now he wants me to protect him for lifetime. According to him, I'm his fairy godmother. Like if there exists any! I was already close to barging my way to his room again and demanding to leave right away but I think he sensed my thoughts.

He makes his appearance in different outfit from before. He had replaced his jeans with black suit pants and his T-shirt with black button up shirt.

For a moment, I forgot how to breath.

I think I really need to see the doctor and check my organs...

I look down at my simple outfit of jeans paired with maroon long sleeves shirt. I miss my hoodies.

Maybe I should buy more when I get back to town. I agree with myself silently.

"Are you ready?" Rudolf asks as he makes his way towards me, giving me his hand.

I give a deadpan look to his hand before looking at him, rolling my eyes. Rolling my eyes, I stood up from the couch before making my way outside.

An arm snakes around my waist, pulling me towards a hard chest. I grit my teeth, pushing my nails on his arms.

"Let go!" I snap to which he only chuckles, pulling me more towards him. The smell of his cologne wafted up my nose and I inhaled it.

The woody smell combined up forest but there was this different scent which I can't put my finger to it. It is strong... too strong to make me high on him.

I choke on my thoughts which him halts as he looks at me with worried expression.

"You alright?" He asks but all I can do is nod. He tilts his head before nodding back.

"Wait for me here, I will bring the car upfront." He informs while leaving me at the porch before jogging back to the side of the house.

I didn't have to wait long before a silver coloured land cruiser pulls up. He honks, waving me over with his hand with a smirk as he caught me gawking at the car.

"Show off," I mutter under my breath, making my way towards the car. Jumping inside the vehicle, I strap myself in before looking at him with raised eyebrows in question.

"What?" He asked with confusion.

"Put your damn seatbelt."

"A little car accident won't hurt me." He chuckles.

"Sure it won't! But I am human, a little accident will surely put me in hospital so just wear the damn seatbelt."
He laughs before shaking his head, "alright, fine, my little fiery dove." He flicks my forehead.

But before he could have pulled back, I grabbed his fingers almost painfully.

"I had warned you, I will break your fingers if you touched me."

"Leave those fingers because they would be the one driving you today" he winks at me.

Almost reluctantly, I loosen my grip as he pulls back.

" I must say you have a tough grip." He compliments whilst starting the vehicle.

Instead of replying, i throw him a blank look before looking outside as the trees passes by.

To be honest, Although I wanted to go back, I know there will be a mess at the house.

But the bigger mess will be the man sitting beside me and everyone finding out I have been with a guy.

I sigh. Thinking about it already makes me tired, I thought how exhausting it would be when it actually happens.

Oh well. Fuck with it.

I close my eyes and leans my head back, hoping maybe I could come up with a plan to escape Rudolf for good.

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