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omg the title is Ed Sheeran's album lol [btw im going to use a lot of slang so lmao, good luck reading]

27-3-2015
*Quick A/N: this chapter is written before the Zayn-y things so.. ya know. Just don't talk about it. Anyway I won't put any A/N at the end cos it would be awkward. Just please. Not now ok. thanks for reading
*ok so I just got news like right now, so there's an actor, he's funny, he's a singer-songwriter, he's also an MC. He have a funny voice tho. He's kind. He's perfect. About 20 minutes ago, he died. So it would be very kind of you to stop judging. I've enough tears (the photo really describe my feeling, also this chapter)

«« Niall »»

I woke up feeling, I don't know how to describe it... Anxious? I feel like someone is looking for me. Ah perhaps I'm just hallucinating

"Niall?" Said Jaxon while rubbing his eyes. He just woke up just like me

"Yes it's me, mate" I said giving a weaky smile to him whild covering my mouth. Yes I've got a really really bad morning breath

What time is it anyway? Where's my phone? Oh wait, It is in my jeans... 8.40 am --it's still early for me to wake up

"Am going to yus da bathroom, ok" he said heading to his bathroom... Carol must taught him some discipline or something like that, I nodded

I didn't realise I've got some many missed call and a lot of messages. I mean, who would text me? I opened the messaging app first, which appear Louis, Liam, Zayn, and Harry's name. Mostly Louis. Why would they text me?

Louis: Where tf are you dude

Louis: Are u shîtting me. at least read my message

Louis: God damn it Niall, u better be home b4 i went on angry mode

Louis: Niall, pls just tell me u'll be fine

Louis: Goodnight Ni

It was his last message... 2.04 am. Now I feel bad. I should've told them first. Oh my God, i am so fûcking dumb. Choose a girl I just met a couple weeks ago than my mate I've meet since i don't know... Teenagers?

Besides, the rest of three of them sending me almost the same message. They actually care.

I should text them all

To:
Louis, Liam, Zayn, Harry
"Guys, I am fine, truly. & I am so sorry. I forgot to tell you all. I'll be back asap. Once again sorry"

Message sent

Please, at least one of them read that message. Just please one of them.

Beep...beep
Ah yes, finally

Liam: ya know, Louis totally knackered after looking 4 u a whole night. Just come back soon so we can talk about this face-to-face.

Then it's beeping again, but this time it's from Zayn

Zayn: He's totally 'lost the plot' yesterday, COME HOME

Oh.. kay, that one is a little bit weird. He? Maybe He reffered to Louis.

Ok, it's enough, I should leave the flat sooner. But I don't think Carol has woken up yet. I should leave a sticky note then... Oh wait, I should tell Jaxon!

What a coincidence, he looked so fresh coming out from the bathroom

"Jaxon! I need to tell you something" I hurriedly said