Gone with the wind

Why?!

Me: LEAVE ME ALONE!

Now I was getting angry and irritated. It was his fault. I lost my family because of him. I was stuck in here because of him. I lost my wings because of him. So what right did he had to stop me?

As I was getting angrier the ravens started to act upon my feeling. They saw Hawks as a threat and started attacking him as a swarm of murderous creatures.

I used exactly that to get away only that my body was too weak and so I slumped down. Before I could fall completely I felt something soft and sharp supporting me. Looking at it, I saw that it was his own feather.

Me: Why?

A red feather...

My feather...

My wings!

They are gone!

I won't be able to fly ever again!

As I looked at it I saw my view getting blurry as tears began falling down my cheek and I collapsed completely. It was no use being brace or acting anymore. I lost everything and that was a fact.

The raven sensed my sadness and let Hawks alone flying towards me. My quirk or more like the ability to control them was never so strong but after losing everything I felt like I could understand and control them better. It was as if they wanted to protect me even more than before.

Hawks: Yuri can I come closer?

Me: why?

Hawks: Yuri please, I want to help you.

Help me?

Now you want to be the hero?

Where were you when Jean cut the base of my wings?

Where were you when my mom threw me away?

Where were you when I was in the hospital?

I know this was a huge misunderstanding but still why go so far and make me basically quirkless?

I waited for you to come and tell me that you made a mistake!

You never came!

You are no longer the hero I admired!

Me: Help me?! I lost everything because of you! You are no help! Leave me alone!

I was still crying and the ravens were flying close to me around me trying to get my attention and distracted me but it was no use. I fell into a deep and dark hole filled with poisonous thoughts.

Hawks: Listen Yuri, you clearly lost a lot of blood in fact you are still losing it. Let me carry you to a doctor, okay?

A doctor?

Do I look like I can be healed?!

I was broken by you and thrown away tossed to the side!

You think someone can give me back what I lost?

But I am curious!

Why did you do it?

I can't remember you or Dabi ever telling me why.

It is bothering me so much!

What have I done?!

Me: Why? Why does it matter if I live or die? You wanted me dead anyways!

Hawks: Yuri, I know what we did to you was wrong but please the kids in this orphanage are worried sick about you. If not for me then do it for them. Don't let be sad.

Me: As if they care!

All they care is for someone to protect them and take the blame!

I never let them go as far or make something stupid so that no one would get punished... Anyone doing the same could replace me!

Hawks: Kid, please let me get close to you!

Stop saying that and tell me why!

Me: Why did you even do this to me?

Hawks: I'll tell you when we get down. So please let me pick you up.

Me: Why? I never saw you before! I never did anything to you! So why?! You were the one hero I was soo looking up too! I wanted to be like you! So why! I need to know!

Hawks: Yuri!

As I said that I felt all the energy leave my body and I fell down. The last thing I remember was someone catching me and talking to me but I could make out a thing. My mind was way to hazy and I was feeling soo cold too. In the end I couldn't help but think about the wings I lost.