Zayn

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I drove by all the places
We used to hang out getting wasted
I thought about our last kiss
How it felt
The way you tasted
And even though your friends tell us
You're doing fine
Are you somewhere feeling lonely
Even though she's right beside you?
When they say those words that hurt you
Do you read the ones we wrote you?
Sometimes I start to wonder
Was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
How could you be fine?
Cause we're not fine at all.
We remember the day you told us you were leaving.
I remember the makeup running down your face.
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them.
Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the was it felt to fall asleep next to you.
And the memories I never can escape.
Cuz we're not fine at all.
The pictures that you tweeted
They're still living on my phone
I'll admit I like to see them
I'll admit I feel alone.
And all my friends keep asking
Why I'm not around.
It hurts to know you're unhappy
Ya it hurts that you moved on.
It's hard to hear your name
When we won't see you for so long
It's like we never happened
Was it just a lie?
If what we had was real
How could you be fine?
I remember the day you told us you were leaving.
I remember the makeup
Running down your face.
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them.
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up
With amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt
To fall asleep next to you
And the memories
We never can escape.
If today I woke up
With you right beside me.
Like all of this
Is just some twisted dream.
We'd hold you closer
Than we ever did before
And you'd never slip away
And you'd never hear us say.
I remember the day you told us
You were leaving.
I remember the makeup
Running down your face.
And the dreams you left behind
You didn't need them.
Like every single wish we ever made.
I wish that I could wake up
With amnesia.
And forget about the stupid little things.
Like the way it felt
To fall asleep next to you
And the memories
I never can escape.
Cause we're not fine at all.
No we're really not fine at all
Tell me this is just a dream
Cause we're really not fine at all.

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