Gabbi's pov
"We're done packing!" I announced as spencer and i came walking down the stairs .
"Finally" hayden came in holding baby bella .
"Let me kiss her"
"No then you won't leave so get"
"Rude"
"Bye sister" he waved baby bella's hand making her giggle.
"I don't wanna leave her" i whined .
"C'mon let's go" spencer took me by the arm and took us outside to the car . We got in and said our final goodbyes before driving off to the cabin.
"We need this"
"I know but i miss her"
"I miss her too but we can't stay cooped up in the house"
"I know im sorry"
"Don't apologize these couple of months has been horrible on us"
"Yeah i still feel quilty for losing our baby"
"I told you this was no one's fault okay so stop blaming yourself"
"I will never stop blaming myself the one thing my body needed to do and it betrayed me"
"Gabbi , i love you but im gonna need you to make peace about this situation"
"How? And how are you so calm and nonchalant?"
"I have to be otherwise who's gonna look after you and bella"
"Spencer"
"No gabbi , i get that you've been mourning but i have been too she was my kid too"
"I know but you never speak to me about what happened you always change the subject"
"I don't wanna talk about it cause it's not gonna make a diffrence"
"I think we should head home"
"No we're going to the cabin and handling our issues"
"Fine" i looked out the window for the rest of the trip. When we arrived, we both got out and walked into the cabin. Neither of us have spoken to each other since that little fight.
I headed up to one of the bedrooms and decided to shower off that exhausting trip of complete silence. When i was done in the shower, spencer came in and just stood there in silence.
"What?"
"Nothing"
"No ,talk you said we needed this trip to talk about our issues so talk baldwin"
"I have nothing to say"
"Then im going home" i huffed as i walked into the bedroom.
"Gabbi"
"What?"
"Come here"
"No"
He sighed as he pulled me into his arms and held me. "Im sorry"
"Why won't you talk to me about this? I'm supposed to be the one you find confort in, if not why the hell are we still together?"
"I don't have the best experience talking about my feelings"
"Could you atleast try please?"
"Fine but just don't put so much pressure on me"
"Okay"
