"Papa shehnaaz junaid ko nahin chahte !" astonishing everyone, sidharth can't tolerate their expressions, his delicate heart is literally pounding, shehnaaz has been breathing heavily, terrified to assume their reaction, when saman will say everything about her and sidharth's emotion.
"Phir shaadi ke liye haan kyun kar rahe hai ?" zubaida ji, asks unable to analyse actual reason behind her daughter's decision panicking shehnaaz whose badly embarrassed to face anyone from her family, she is ashamed of herself.
Once upon a time, limitless and innocent love for sidharth used to be her pride honour, confidence, dignity and contentment which is now replaced by shame humiliation, discomfort and sin. It feels utterly remorseful and disgraceful, she is unable to meet anybodies gaze most importantly saman, for whom she only wished death just because she dared to snatch her love although poor girl had been unaware of her feelings, she shouldn't have been held accountable.
Why is she fighting for her .... she doesn't want to be loved anymore !
Why is she clarifying or announcing the world ... when she wants nothing from happiness to satisfaction as none could please her broken heart !
"Kyunke shehnaaz ache behan hone ka farz nibha rahe hai" her voice cracked.
"Kya bol rahe ho saman, sidhe sidhe batao na aakhir masla kya hai ?" javed ji is getting frustated due to her unclear statements therefore urged to be much more clear and specific rather than going round the bush, driving insane.
"Khuda ka vaasta hai saman, chup karjao, badaun ke samne shehnaaz ki izzat par aanch mat ane doh" amma jaan, pleaded didn't want her to reveal infront of everyone cause shehnaaz will be misjudged. It will affect her dignity .. what if junaid ji and zubaida ji humiliate shehnaaz, doesn't know that saman won't do anything to taint her character ... has no evil intensions other than uniting two broken hearts for eternity ❤️
Basically, amma jaan is skeptical assuming shehnaaz would be insulted by her sister thinking saman must have learnt bitter truth, little did she know, saman understood their feelings and limitless affection is equal from both ends she's acting like an unwanted barrier in their lovestory !
"Main chupa kar junaid ke saath na insaafe nahi karna chahte ... nahin chahte meri tarhan kisi dusre ka bhi dil toote" she told, emotionally held javed ji took a deep breath and revealed everything.
"Papa shehnaaz hamesha se sidharth ko chahte huwe aye hai isliye shaadi ke waqt itne toote aur khoye huwe nazar ate thi lekin humne samajhne ki dur us se baat karne ki koshish bhi nahin ki, jhoote baataun par yakeen karliya .. sab apne khushiyaun mein masroof thai lekin uska rude behaviour dekh sidharth pareshaan thai hamesha ki tarhan anxious yeh jaane ke liye aakhir uske naaz ko huwa kya, during our wedding night his thoughts were surrounded by her mujhe dekhne ke badle uske baare mein soch rahe thai" she continued.
"I thought dost haina isliye zayada pareshaan horahe hain phir maine aahista aahista notice karna shuru kiya aur pata chala ke shehnaaz ki ignorance mere shohar ko pagal bana raha hai, dil aur khayalun mein bass shehnaaz ka naam hai meri toh koi jagah nahi, junaid ki wajah se sidharth kaafi insecure bhi thai unka dil jalta tha lekin mujhe kisi aur ke saath dekh fadak nahi padta tha, so I learnt sidharth nikkah karke bhi mere nahi bane" she cried.
"They love each other destiny had planned to reunite sidnaaz by keeping me as their cupid ... I want to set him free .. dono ko toota huwa nahi dekh sakte meri wajah se shehnaaz ne apna pyaar khoya .. behan hone ka farz nibhaya I snatched her love and happiness now it's my responsibility to return back as they are meant to be .. sidharth sirf shehnaaz ka hai .. mera us par haq nahi"
Everyone is astonish, javed ji couldn't stand and zubaida ji fell on couch her breath stuck and sharp pain erupted as soon as realisation hit hard as knife never did she imagine her daughter to get divorced. They were too busy for checking up shehnaaz who had been miserably fighting her own battles.
"Tum aisa kaise karsakte ho sidharth, meri bache se mohabbat nahi thi toh phir shaadi kyun ke, maine toh tumse waada liya tha na ?" javed ji, mutters after gaining back little strength to question for ruining her life, when heart solely belonged to shehnaaz.
"Mujhe apne feelings ka ehsaas nahi tha, saman ne realise karwaye warna I couldn't understand or recognise my love for shehnaaz, kasam se idea nahi tha abu hota toh saman se shaadi nahi karta" knelt down, like a culprit.
"Tumne hamare bache ki zindage kharab karde !" zubaida ji, cried breaking down sidharth whose already drowning under deep ocean of guilt.
"I am sorry, ammi ... idea nahi tha please maaf kardein" he pleaded, joining hands infront of them and weeping like a helpless soul.
"Duniya wale kya kahenge, ek ko chod kar dusre beti daide ... hum toh kahin muh dekhane ke qabil nahi rahe javed sahab" loudly, cried.
"Mummy please duniya ke baare mein soch kar aap hum sab ki zindagi kyun kharab karna chahte hain, aaj main aur sidharth helpless hain, shehnaaz nai apne mohabbat ko maar diya, I don't junaid to suffer like us, duniya na bolte hai kyunke unke paas dusraun ko aziyat daine ke ilawa dusra kaam nahin so ab hum unke hisaab se jeena shuru kardein ?" couldn't digest mother's over dramatic reaction instead of thinking about children happiness ..concerned about society and their norms.
"Tumhe divorce laine ki zaroorat nahi cause maine khud ko samjha liya hai sidharth kabhi mera tha nahi please mere liye apne shaadi mat todo infact dono khush raho aur sidharth aapka mere baare mein sochna gunnah hai" neither want his love nor her selflessness, will learn to live without him.
"Don't make me feel guilty !" since her curses and their breakup makes her ashamed and hollow from inside, it's like someone is ripping her soul.
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