Unexpected

LIFE FRUCKING SUCKS

2 weeks have gone by since the day Rose told everyone. I have only really talked to Noah. I can honestly say that I havent been more depressed. I avoid Rose, James, and Albus at all cost. So basically I eat in the kitchens or have Noah bring me food in the library or on my dorm. I feel really bad for Noah because he is kinda in the middle of all of this. The only thing that seems to be okay is me and Noah. I mean there is some kind of barrier between us but I don't know if it's me not telling him Ron is my dad. Or if he agrees with Rose. When did life get so freaking hard. I am studying on my bed in my dorm. I am really focused so I don't hear the door open.

" Darling? You have been studying a lot. Are you ok?" Noah asked.

"Huh- oh hey babe." I say as he sits down on my bed.

" I brought you a coffee and room temperature pancakes." He said.

" Thank you! You are a flipping life saver!" I say.  As I put down my pen so I can grab the things from him.

" We need to talk." He says. I kinda just look at him like a lost puppy.

"oh-um-ya sure what about?"

"You know you have always been my best friend right?" He says. What the helk is going on. He isnt going to break up with me. Omg what if he is breaking up with me. I cant lose another friend.  " you know you can tell me anything right?"

"Yea of course."

" Do you trust me?"

"More than anything Noah."

" Then why are lying to me?"

"What do you mean I am not lying to you?"

"about who your father is."

"Babe-"

" Riley I know who your father is. Why wouldn't you tell me? Why carry this by yourself?" I was speechless he was mad but not yelling, in fact he was being kind.

" I dont know," I say as I look down. He grabbed my hands.

"Riley," he says.

"I'm sorry," I whispered. He then pulled me into a hug.

"Its ok," he cooed as he stroked my head. He just held me and kissed my head while I cried.

" I love you," I whispered. I didnt say it too quietly nor did I say it to loudly it was the perfect combination.

"I love you too," he said as he continued to kiss my head. Then I started to laugh. "What?"

"That was the first time we said that."

" I guess it was wasn't it?" He said. The  pulled me into a kiss.

Losing 3 friends is stuff but you have to find your joy somehow and my joy is Noah. It was the perfect moment. But then of course something had to ruin it. And that something was and owl I recognized as the Grager-Weasly family owl. The owl flew in and dropped a letter that landed right next to us. It was addressed to me and it read:   Dear Riley,
     I am so sorry for what happend that night in the headmistress office. If it would not be to much to ask I would like you to meet me at The Three Broom sticks this Saturday. As I belive it is your next homemade vist. Please send an owl back as soon as possible
                Yours turely
             Hermione Grager-Weasly
I started at the letter in shock. When Noah spoke first.
"What is it darling?"

" My step-mom just asked to meet up with me."