A Match Made In Hell ( Underediting )

part -62

Ryan :-

Instantly, she turn around & hug me tightly " you will regret this " I said & starts kissing her shoulder while keeping her in my arms,

I clutch her tightly in my arms & her body shake little due to our close proximity,

I touch my lips on her shoulder while opening her zip with opening of zip her heart beat increased so much ,

" Rayan " she said & clutch my shirt but I didn't listen to her & starts giving her kisses all over her shoulder ,

She try to come out from my arms but I clutch her even more tightly but with caution as I don't want to hurt her again,

She keep taking heavy breaths whenever my lips touch her skin I keep kissing her & I feel my body starts urging me to take her in that position only ,

" Please " she said one more time and this time I feel she is crying & listening her silent painful voice my all sensation & urging to take her just vanished in air ,

And I feel so frustrated I immediately move her away from me & see her face & I am right she is crying ,

" Did I hurt you ? " I ask her as I think unintentionally may be I hurt her but she just nodd her head in no & wipe her tears with back of her hand ,

" Then why are you crying ? " I know the reason but still today I want to listen from her that what she really want hence I ask her calmly while suppress my anger ,

But she didn't respond & keep crying her nose becomes red & now this starts getting me frustrated so I held her hand & ask her " tell me you don't want me to touch you ? "

I ask her & she immediately look at me with surprised expressions ,

This is the first time in my life when I affected by someone's emotions I don't know why it's getting difficult for me to went back to my old self ,

"You dont want me to touch you ? " I hate to repeat but still I want to know about her feelings for me even though her feelings didn't affect anything she is my wife & with or without her consent I will do whatever I want to do with her ,

I pull her towards me from her waist & look at her tempting beautiful pink plumpy lips & starts going to touch her lips with mine ,

While moving towards her lips when I am an Inch away from her lips I intentionally look at her eyes & see her closing her eyes by looking at me ,

I become shock & confuse " kavya " I said & listening her name she pressed her hand to mine ,

Without wasting anytime I immediately about to touch her lips with mine but all of sudden I heard knock on door & listening to sound she immediately move away from me & take her duppata & cover herself in seconds ,

With frustration & anger I turn around & saw a lady standing nervously ,

" What ? " I scream at her loudly & she becomes scare ,

" I came to help her I am priest's wife " she said & look at kavya ,

With anger & frustration I left the room without looking at anyone because I am feeling so angry & I don't want to take out my anger on anybody ,

Kavya :-

He left the place without looking at me & I don't know why but my heart still beats so first ,

I don't know what happened with me and the way I acted a moment ago make me so angry on myself " how can I felt for him , he is terrorist , how can I betray my family & most importantly my country " this all make my condition vulnerable ,

I feel ashamed on myself " What have I done, how can I betray my loved ones " ,

" You didn't do anything " someone said & listening to the voice I remember someone else presence ,

" No, I betray my family I betray my country how can I do this ? " I said to her & sit on bed with a very heavy heart ,

I feel ashamed on myself " he is your husband " she said & I look at her ,

" You dont know anything what he did with me but still I couldn't control on my emotion " I said & keep crying but suddenly she came to my level & wipe my tears with her saree corner ,

" Daughter , we can't control or hide feelings so don't try to control & gives pain to yourself " she said ,

" I never forget what he did with me neither I will forgive him ever in my life " I said angerily & she starts smiling by looking at me ,

I feel suprise with her smile & look at her " what will you gain by not forgiving him ? " She ask me & I couldn't giver her answer so I keep silent & look at her ,

" Sometimes God needs angels to bring some demons on the right path hope you understand what I am trying to tell you " she said with smile & take saree from bed & held me by my shoulder & Starts helping me in wearing saree ,

" I couldn't understand please help I am so confuse " I said as I didn't understand anything ,

" Help him to become human again but keep reminding yourself everyday about all his tortures , atrocities which he did with you " she said & finish wearing me saree .