I was shocked when I arrived at school.My desk were all filled with cursed words.Ang mga notebook ko na iniwan sa ilalim ng mesa ay nagkalat ang mga punit na pages.
Napuno ng basura ang upuan ko at halos nag kalat Ang mga sirang libro na itinago ko Rin sa ilalim Ng mesa ko.
I had mixed emotions.
But I end up cleaning it all.I don't want to make a scene.Agad Kong kinuha ang trashcan at pinulot lahat Ng nagkalat na punit Ng piraso Ng libro at notebook ko.
Wala akong oras para umiyak dahil magdamag ko nang ginawa iyon.
Hindi nag tagal ay dumating na Ang mga classmate ko.I can see from the back of my eyes na napapatingin sila sa ginawa ko but what got their attention more are written words on my desk.
Agad Kong nilinis ang lamesa.Hindi ko sila pinansin pero halos lahat ay nagbubulungan.
"What are those?"
"Sino naman Ang gagawa nito?"
"That's so mean.Kawawa naman sya."
"That's not gonna come off."
Pinahid ko Ng paulit ulit ang tissue pero walang nangyari.
I heard footsteps coming on my way,I turn back.It was yenna.
She looks surprised seeing my desk but then bigla Rin nawala Ang ekspresyon na iyon.
She just look at me at dumaan na para umupo sa tabi ko Kasama niya sila jay.
They look surprised and confused nang ibaling nila sa lamesa ko Ang tingin.
I covered it immediately with my hands but it never worked halos Wala sa kalahati ang natabunan ko.
"Sinong gumawa nito?"lumapit bigla si jay at humawak sa lamesa ko.Sunghoon and Jake were reading all what's written on it.Hindi ako tumingin miski isa sa kanila.
"Wala."
"I should report this,this is clearly violence and against the school rules."Sabi ni jake.
"Wag na~"
Hindi ko natapos Ang sasabihin Ng biglang tumonog Ng matinis lahat ng speaker sa paligid Ng classroom kaya halos mapa takip Ang lahat sa kanilang tainga.
Tumigil iyon at biglang napukaw Ang atensyon naming lahat Ng biglang bumukas Ng kusa Ang tv sa harap namin.
It was playing a video.
At first it was blurred it looks like it was taken from a CCTV camera footage.
Nang biglang lumabas si Paula sa gilid Ng screen.
Napako lahat Ng tingin nila doon.
My head suddenly feels banging and my heart feels like it was running.
I balled my fist trying to give off all my strength para Hindi manginig Ang mga kamay ko.
Suddenly it was me who appear on the screen and walking slowly towards Paula,and she looks so scared.
No!
That is not me!
Biglang napa hinto si Paula stoping the girl to come nearer pero biglang syang itinulak nito causing her to fall down the stairs.
Everyone gasp including me nang makitang pagulong gulong si Paula na nahulog sa hagdan.
Napa takip ako sa baba ko at pinigilan huwag umiyak.Suddenly everyone slowly diverted their ayes on me including jay,his eyes were shocked and somehow looks in me in disbelief.
Biglang lumakas Ang ugong Ng mga salita.Hindi ko alam kung saan ako lilingon halos lahat sila ay pangit Ang itinapon na tingin sa akin.
Hindi ko kinaya.Tumakbo ako hindi ko alam kung saan ako pupunta hinyaan kung dalhin ako Ng paa ko kung saan.
I was running with my life.
That wasn't me!
I didn't push her!
I was trying to convinced my self but nothing really helped that footage was against all that I know is the truth.
_________________________________________
Nagising ako sa tunog Ng cellphone ko.
It was 11:36 pm.
Nagising ako sa gitna Ng Gabi.
I grab my phone at tinignan ang kung ano Ang dumating.
From:*********
You've not been a good girl so inilabas ko iyon,how was it? looks like everyone liked the show.
Received 11:36 pm.
I turned it off.
I just want to live a normal life And now I don't know what's happening.
I toss back to bed and stared at the ceiling.
It's been two days since yenna didn't talk to me.
At ngayong Araw mas naging mabigat pa.The festival was moved next month,but I don't care at all.
I just want yenna to talk to me.
But everyone is starting to hate me.
Para bang bumaliktad lahat sa akin.
Ang nangyari kanina ay paulit ulit na rumerihistro sa utak ko.
Suddenly again my phone received a message.I couldn't stop looking at it.Kaya Dali Dali ko iyong kinuha.To my surprise it was from jungwoon.
Yang jungwon
Active now
Jungwon:
Noona are asleep?
How are you doing
Yna:
Hello won
I'm ok
Jungwon:
I heard what happened earlier
I know your not.
Do you wanna talk about it?
I'm all ears
Ay, eyes pala kasi nagbabasa lang ako
Yna:
Your funny
Jungwon:
Can I visit you tomorrow?
Promise behave lang ako
Yna:
Here?
Haha ok Sige,
Jungwon:
I'll be there at 2pm then
Yna:
Ok
Jungwon:
Nyt noona☺️
See you tomorrow
Yna:
Gd night won
I smiled looking at my phone screen.Somehow naibsan Ang lungkot ko na nararamdaman.
Ting!*
Another message arrived,tinignan ko agad iyon.
From: Heeseung
Can we talk tomorrow?
Received 11:59 pm.
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Your Eyes Tell | Park Jongseong
Fanfiction"You don't see me do you?" In which Ellayna Jung started to feel something special towards Jay,but she refused to tell him.Would jay notice her feelings? or would she remain her secret that only her eyes could tell?
