Fix you

Chapter 10- Dates, Dates, and more Dates.

I take a second to listen to the track, I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "While this song is a bit sad, for some reason the feeling it gives me makes me think I can get out of whatever funk I'm in." We both listen to the whole song. I was singing along a bit as the song goes on, as the song ends i open my eyes and turn and look to see Yoongi had moved next to me and was looking at me in a strange way. "What? Did I do something wrong?" Yoongi softening his stare moves closer to me. "No, nothing wrong at all. I could just hear the hurt in your voice as you sang. I hope one day you'll tell me why." Blushing I looked at my playlist for the next choice. It was a bit hard since I didn't want to disappoint him with my pick. After a minute or so I put on Metrics Black sheep. "So, I'm sensing you like rock music?" "Yea mostly, but I do like some other things. I've only started to scrape the surface." I said back to him. Nodding he let me play a few more songs, I sang along to each one. I played a little bit of Katy Perry, Muse and even harder rock like slipknot and A Day to Remember. After I played my last song, he lightly squeezed my hand "My turn! I'm gonna play you some things I have been working on and some of my songs."

He played some BTS and some of his Solo stuff that he had been working on. The last song he put on he told me was a song called So Far Away, it was beautiful. He told me what it was all about how he left lost and didn't have a dream and was lost and felt alone. I started to tear up hearing his confession and the song. He wiped my tears from my eyes. "I know the same feeling; I've always felt like I had no idea what to do with my life. It's like I have no direction, when everyone else is doing exactly what they want, here I am standing still." He continued to wipe the tears from my eyes and caressing my face he looked at me asking permission, I nodded and he lightly kissed my lips. Blushing as I pulled away after a minute. "Sorry, I just want you know I am always here for you, and I know myself and the others will help you figure out your dream. We may have ours but yours is just as important, we would never tell you that you couldn't have your dream even if you don't know it yet." I thanked him and cuddled into his chest. How could this man be any more perfect? I looked back up at him and kissed him again smiling into the kiss.

We both laid on the couch for a little bit longer, when Yoongi's phone dinged. "Welp, I guess my time is up. I really enjoyed this time with you. You really can come in here any time." He gave me the code to get in. Then we walked back up to the living room.

Once back in the living room I went back to the ball cap and pulled out another slip, opening it and smiling. "Tae! It looks like your next!" Tae jumped up, excitedly running over to me grabbing me into a huge bear hug. He pulled me toward his bedroom, we both entered his room, and he moves me to sit on his bed.

"So, I have some ideas of what we could do but I want you to pick! Here is what I was thinking, we could go up to the roof and hang out in the garden and talk, so take some photos around the building, or Cuddle and watch an anime or something. What do you think?"  I thought through the choices and got up. "Let's go to the Garden!" "Yay! I was hoping you'd pick that one! Let's go!"

He took me out the front door and out to the elevator, hitting the button for the roof. We both walked out into the sunshine, and I was stunned. "This is beautiful! I would never think this garden was up here." "Right?! It's so well hidden, Hybe created it for us since we really can't go out too much in the daytime, we wanted a quiet and serene place we could come relax during the day."

We both walked around the garden Tae pointing out the different flowers and plants they had planted all the while holding my hand. We both went to sit on the bench by the fountain in the middle of the garden. We chatted about our child hoods. He told me about his family and his mother and father. I told him that I wasn't close to my family. No siblings that I knew of since my parents gave me up when I was younger, and I had been in foster care with a nice family but as soon as I was stable I moved out on my own. While he listened to my story, he reassuringly rubbed his thumb over the back of my hand. "And that's why it was so easy for me to come here. I had nothing tying me back to that place besides my friends and they would love to travel." I stated looking back into his beautiful face. It felt like even though I had just met him that I had known him forever, there was no hesitation.

"Melody?" Tae whispered. "Yes Tae?" "I am so sorry your life has been hard, but I promise I won't leave you and I sure won't hurt you like this. I hope you don't mind me asking but could I please kiss you?" Even knowing I had just kissed Yoongi, this still stunned me. "Yes Tae, I would like that." He leaned into me and placed his lips yours, lightly at first but we both leaned into each other and deepened the kiss. He put his arms around me and pulled me closer as he put his tongue at the entrance of my lips, I opened and let him kiss me passionately. We both continued for a few minutes before gasping for breath. "Thank you, Melody." He whispered after releasing the kiss. I hummed shocked at how comfortable I felt. We both walked through the garden back to the elevator. I didn't want this to end, before going back into the apartment I gave him another quick peck blushing as I did it.

The guys looked over as we both walked back in, smirking while seeing my blushing face. I ignored them and grabbed the hat, pulling out the next name. Jin was next.