WHEELCHAIR [니키] ᴇɴ⁃

EPILOGUE

it felt like it was triggering him something.

but he didn't even think to shut it off,

just fixing his eyes on it for a long time.

"Jangmi..." He muttered.

He hit his head on the table when the memories kept flashing. there were a lot of scenes of them, it kept mixing and messing up.

he tried to arrange it but he ended up fell off the chair, gasping to breathe when he felt so hurt.

the doctor already told him that he shouldn't think about the old memories because it will give him pain and trigger his body.

but after knowing about the truth of his relationship with Jangmi,

he didn't think he should forget it all.

it's jangmi anyways,

his love.

Riki crawled on the floor while groaning in pain. He then reached his hand to take the medicine on the table but he couldn't take it.
He laid on the floor, patting his chest, and kept knocking his head.

He tried to stand up, taking the medicine, and swallowed it before running toward the monitor again.

he looked at their pictures one by one,

A picture of Jangmi was trying her cap in front of the mirror,

A picture of Jangmi was eating food at Subway,

A picture of them when they were hanging out in Namsan Tower. They did the same style together making Riki felt empty and in pain at the same time.

There was also a picture of Jangmi's clown face.

He looked down when he remembered the moment where he drew something weird on her face when she was sleeping.

He clenched his fists, hurting himself again when the memories kept showing and fading at the same time.

"If I were Doraemon, You will be Nobita."

"Beautiful."

"Beautiful, Jangmi."

"I miss holding your pretty and soft hand."

"Do you want to do the wishlist with me?"

"It's time to do the next wish."

"Goodnight, wheelchair girl."

"My name is Cho Jangmi, Riki."

"I still want to call you Wheelchair girl."

"I don't want you to walk, so we could go and leave together. We went somewhere else together and we left the place together too. Not leaving any of us behind."

"Please let me accompany you until you can walk again."

"I want to be the first person who will see you walking again. I want to be the first person who will walk you home after this. I want to be the first person of your everything."

"So, let me do the wishlist with you. Your happiness is my happiness too."

"Jangmi, my love."

"Jangmi, the wheelchair girl of mine."

"The girl who has a beautiful smile."

"The girl who had a pretty and soft hand."

"The girl that I want to meet every day."

"The girl that I want to spend my time with forever."

"Jangmi, the wheelchair girl I love the most."

"I love you, wheelchair girl."

Riki hugged himself when he kept sobbing when his memories came back.

He felt like he was going to throw up,
so he stood up, hitting his stomach and chest a few times.

the pain,

hurting him.

it made him felt so hard to breathe.

he looked at Jangmi's picture for a long time,
caressed the monitor making tears escaped more.

"Jangmi..."

"Jangmi..."

"I am late."

"I'm too late."

"I'm so sorry."

"Cho Jangmi, my love."

"Jangmi, I miss caressing your cheeks"

"I miss tucking your hair behind your ear."

"If I could turn back the time, I will always stay with you."

"Jangmi, no. This is not happening. This is a dream."

"You didn't leave me. No, you didn't leave me."

"Jangmi, my love."

He looked at her picture and felt so hard to breathe.

"I love you, wheelchair girl."

"Wheelchair girl."

"My wheelchair girl, Cho Jangmi."

"I love you so much."

"My wheelchair girl..."

"Jangmi..."

"I love you, wheelchair girl."

"I am here."

"Nishimura Riki is here. The old Riki is here. He remembers you. He remembers you now."

"Can you come back to me like we always did?"

"Can you come back to me?"

"So we could read comics together again."

"So we could go to Gangnam again."

"So, we could do wheelchair racing again."

"So, we could eat jjangmyeon together again."

"So, we could play PlayStation again."

"I'm sorry for being late, love."

"I'm sorry."

"I love you so much, Jangmi."

"Wheelchair girl, please come back to me."

"Wheelchair girl I need you."

"I need you, my love."

Riki shut his eyes and suddenly fell on the ground hard causing his friends to rush into his room and shook his body, waiting for him to give a response.

but he

didn't wake up anymore.

"Riki!"

"Nishimura Riki!"

"No way!"

"Riki, no."

"No way."

"This is not happening."

"No, god."

"No..."