𖣔 19th July 2021:
My mother really doesn't think about me does she? She probably didn't think about anything at all. She didn't have malaria. She went to have a tummy tuck. To slim herself down and she still thinks she can "motivate" me to do my workouts even though she took the easy way out. I don't have that option. I only have myself and my happiness I'm trying to revive.
I'm officially the black sheep in my family. Everyone is now skinny, I'm fat. I'm to only dark skin child amongst my siblings and I found out only in March that I didn't even share the same father. What are people going to think? 'There's no way that girl is his daughter.'
'Is she really fatter than her mother?'
'Just look at her. That must be embarrassing.'
I can already hear them. I don't like it. I want them to go away. I want to stop. I want to quit. I can't take all of this anymore.
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