𖣔 28th May 2021:
So I spoke to Kame today. I even cried. Is this what being in love feels like? Or am I still falling? Kame is pretty much the only support I have now. We only have each other, if she leaves me I don't think I can survive. Kame said I have to speak to her but I don't think I can. It's too nerve racking. I really like her but she's not making things easy for my mental health. I might actually have to talk to her today. What will I even say. I'm so nervous. Why did I have to like my best friend. Why did I have to make everything so awkward and uncomfortable. Why is it always me.
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Randoma girl struggling with her spirituality and sexuality, stuck in a suicidal cycle. ~based on a somewhat true story~
