Loving you is a Torture

Four

"Charlie is Crazy man! I don't know what happened to him! He's ruining his life!" Lawrence said

"Yeah he is! But it was just started on his 7th grade" said Auxton

"Oh man! I tried to talk him about that but he said it was nothing" said Luka

I am just listening to them while my eyes on a notebook full of notes. I am just staring on it while thinking about that Dmithri guy. When I saw him his presence seems hopeless. Like something too heavy was bothering him. I can say because I love observing and analyzing people. I know I'm gonna choose psychology on college.

"Yan!" Kate called me so I looked to her

"Yes?" I replied

"Why so serious? It's a break. Stop that studies thingy" then she closed my notebook I just  smile to her

It's just a props but the truth is I am analyzing other things

"Dim, Man! What does that teacher told yah!?" Joshin screamed to the guy walking towards us.

It was the late comer guy who's walking toward us. He just smiled sarcastically. This guy got an attitude problem

He caught my whole attention. I am staring to every movements he was doing. As I was looking to him, from nowhere I felt anger. I couldn't control my anger and the urge to punch that guy when I felt like someone's staring at me.

I look at my left and I saw Tristan seriously staring at me. I didn't look away and so we're staring to each other like for 10 seconds when he smiles and I felt like smiling because I know we looked like idiots. Then I look away while smiling. He's a heart throb here I know that. The friendly one too. This guy can be called handsomely insane

If you catched someone staring at you then he smiled too it feels so laughable, like laugh out loud. But what more if he is an ultimate campus heart throb? A campus crush staring at you intently? Oh wow your self esteem will go up too. But I should not become so assuming, I am just enjoying every happy momemts.

After a while, I felt like there's someone who sits beside me so I turned to that side. When I saw who he is, I managed to make any expression. It was Charlie. I don't really like his presence.

Yan! Enhale Exhale! Enhale Exhale! You can do that! Don't be so ridiculus human. He doesn't did something to you. On other voice of her mind (He ain't YET doing something bad). Bad  mind! Stop arguing! Let us be nice okay? Shocks! Why am I talking to my self? And it is two voices, I am just only one. (Sorry Yan but your talking not only one voice. We're many. And we are from the different part of you) jeez crazy!

"Yan!" I looked to Kate "He is Charlie, our new classmate and also one of us"

I looked again to Charlie and then nodded "O-okay"

He is looking at me now. He seems like memorizing my face when he got a knotted forehead. Crazy Dude . And so I am too. What's the problem of this guy? Hate what he is doing. I looked away before I scold him not to look at me like that.

"Ouch!" I heard him said ouch and then I realized that Kate punch him on his arm. Well I should say thanks to Kate. Pretty adorable she is... "Why did you do that!?" Asked charlie

Kate smiled to him sarcastically "Don't you introduce yourself?"

"Why should I" said Charlie "I already introduces myself to the class this morning" He looks at me "I think she's smart so she already knows my name. Jeez! I told you I can punch him to his cute— I mean freaking face. Not cute! Did I said cute? Well don't believe me he is arrogant and that's not cute at all

He embarrassed Kate for saying that and I think any moment she would punch his face. I don't want any misunderstandings or any war here between the two of them so I stand.

"Have you introduce yourself? When? Well, sorry dude I am not listening to you when you're speaking" with one eyebrow's up "I am busy on other things" I saw Kate smile a bit "Well if you don't want to, it's fine" try to looked like normal "I am not interested by the way" I stood up, get my things "Sorry guys have to go to the library " then I walk going to the library

"Wait me Yan!" I heard Kate called me. As I looked back I felt the cold wind on my face as I saw Kate walking towards me smiling. When I look to them I saw them all staring to Charlie "I have to do something too" I just wait for her

"Thanks Yan" Kate said as we both walk the way to the library