The hallucination not that much.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~Okay , she did it.~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Oh hi, hi sweetie , so good to finally hear from you. It's been so long since i haven't herd your sweet angelic voice." Says Hera.

"I don't know about sweet or angelic but i missed you too. Too, too much. Been trying o make time to call you but it just couldn't fit in. Now i even have  a reason to call you." Says Stevie to her mother , tearing up a little.

"What is it?" Asked her Mother.

"I think i am-"

"Wait , wait , Stevie , are you pregnant?" Says Hera assuming and finishing Stevie's sentence.

"No , no i am not pregnant , why would you even think about that ?Mom on a more  serious note something has been happening to me lately. Something quite serious. I have been hearing voices, seeing things , getting hurt by unseen forces to say the least. Which has led me to become both mentally and physically hurt , actually in physical pain." Explained Stevie in the cold , deep and serious tone of voice she used. 

"Baby, are you hallucinating. I hope you don't jump right into your dads big old shoes now. I do not want to lose you. That man  was crazy , i do not want my girl to end up like that. Get some help please Stevie." Says her Mom, still talking about hallucinations.

"FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!! Enough of the talking about hallucinating , it is not. This has actually happened to me. I just had another attack just yesterday night, not even 24 hours are up.  Do you even know the pain i was in and still am in , through my own demons and the ones i was forced to witness as a god damn child? Do you? How would you? Right? I just got out of my major addiction to drugs and now i fall victim to this piece of carp. Why in all of life did i even think that i would be able to tell you this. TO CALL YOU AND TELL YOU THIS , WHY JUST WHY???!!!!! I should not have listened to Max to call you. How dumb and senseless of me for believing that you would listen , let alone believe everything that i am saying. I just got over my terrible , horrible, exhausting , and more over horrifying drug habit, THIS HAPPENS. Can i get one happy day in life? Do i not deserve at least one happy day in life? Is it only my life that gets messed up, ALWAYS. Since  childhood , i have never once , ever had true, soulful , joy and happiness. Days that wouldn't require me to cry my eyes out. How much can i live for. For how much time do you think that i can live like this, huh? HOW MUCH? Of course you wouldn't know, all you care about is   if or not i am hallucinating , when in all actuality i am way far from that yet am going through something that is way more deadlier , painful and mainly worse than that. HERA I AM DYING. I cannot even call you my mother anymore Hera. I SHALL NOT. Believe me when i say this, i am dying , i am going to die, do you even know what is happening to me? This may be the last call that you get from me, in all honesty , this is , this is the harsh reality that i am in at the moment. Trapped in it, i cannot get out, so i remain stuck in this reality of mine that is killing me day by day. Since i know i cannot get out , why should i even budge , why should i even try to get out of it when i know i am here, stuck.  This might be the last call you shall get from me, your own biological daughter. Thank you very much for your service mommy, no really. Now please i beg of you to not tell any of this to Lale, at least that could make me happy and make her less stressed from the mental pressure that i am one hundred  percent sure you apply over her as you did me , when i was her age, indirectly." Yells Stevie, while she also started to breakdown in tears, tears from her own mother nor understanding , thinking what majority of the people think when it comes to Stevie's illness, hallucinations. Just that , always that , nothing but hallucinations.

"Okay my baby, i think you are overacting a tad bit, don't you think so?" Says Hera.

"No, this is actually happening, i am to face this, this isn't overacting, because it isn't acting in the first place." Says Stevie to her mom.