✓ PLEASURABLE MESS

forty eight

"No, I don't care about that. Yes you didn't accept their offer but I'm not angry at you because of that. If you had accepted their offer we wouldn't have met Jackson and Sam wouldn't exist. I'm not sad of the life we had lived, because you were in it" I smiled at him. He let out a small weak chuckle

"You wouldn't say this cheesy things unless I'm in a brink of death" He laughed

"Shut up." I said

"Y/n! Hyunwoo!" Jackson's voice echoed. Oh how I'm happy to hear thag voice for once

"Jackson! Hyunwoo got shot we need to take him to the hospital quick!" Jackson saw Hyunwoo who was covered in blood

"Hi bro" Hyunwoo formed a peace sign and let out a 'hehe'

Jackson's attention went to the head maid who was still standing there with the gun she used to shoot Hyunwoo, she seemed stunned of what she did

Jackson was about to go to her to kill her but Namjoon grabbed his shoulder

"Jackson that's not exactly wise to do in this situation. Hyunwoo needs immediate treatment. If not, he will die" Namjoon sternly said while gripping on Jackson's shoulder

Jackson was left with no choice. They immediately carried Hyunwoo to the car. The white polo Jackson wore for the court today was now covered with blood

I had Sam and Jihoon in my hands while we were running to the car

I stopped in my tracks when another car stopped at the front. My whole body stiffened when I saw Hyunjin going out of the car

"Y/N!" I was much more surprised to see Minho "We came right away as soon as we heard what was going on in Jackson's mansion" He huffed

"Yeah, someone's fiancé formed an alliance with an old friend of mine who had a knife at my back all along" I rolled my eyes at Hyunjin and he seemed to get my point of who's the fiancè is

"Oh- well leave the kids to us and go" minho offered

I accepted it. I don't really want Sam to see Hyunwoo's state

I crouched at Sam's level. He was crying "Mommy, will uncle Hyunwoo be okay?" He asked. I smiled and wiped his tears that were falling

"Don't worry sweetie, he'll be okay and once he does you're going to eat a lot more chips with him okay? For now, stay with Minho and Jihoon" He only nodded

I stood up and smiled at minho. Hyunjin and my eyes met. He didn't say anything, or atleast he couldn't say anything. He was hesitating

I went in the car and we went to the hospital.

"Why didn't you told her you remember her?" Minho asked Hyunjin

"I couldn't." He said and looked at Sam

He couldn't help but to blame hiself for all of this, if only he didn't chase Hana. No, if only he didn't force y/n to give sam to him and to live with him

He put them in great danger and he even forgot about them. It's his fault.

He shouldn't have brought them into his world where happiness doesn't exist

He kneeled down to Sam and hugged him tight. "H-Hyunjin?" Minho was left in pure shock

"I'm sorry Sam, I wasn't a good father to you" He said and broke the hug to look at Sam

"Daddy" Sam said while crying. Hyunjin smiled and stood up

"Minho.. take them to a safe place"

"Huh? What are you going to do?" Minho asked

"I'm going to end everything" He said and ran to the mansion. He saw Felix with a girl that was tied up into a chair, he was pointing a roulette gun to her head and her nails were gone

Felix did some cruel torture on her. "Oh! Hyunjin finally back to your senses? We were just playing russian roulette, care to join?"

"Where's Hana?" His eyes wandered around the house but she was nowhere to be found

"She was just unconscious at the ground moments ago- agh she escaped. Wait.." Felix's eyes slowly widened when he felt something was missing

"Hawk? Are you there?" He called through the walkie talkie. His snipers that he assigned around are not responding, which means someone took them down

"Hyunjin, someone else is here" Felix's face turned serious and Hyunjin was on high alert

"We meet again, Hyunjin" the familiar voice, Hyunjin already know who it was

"Bang Chan" He furrowed his eyebrows at the man standing at the door

"Y/n I'm sorry" Hyunwoo kept on saying that

"Stop that! Namjoon drive faster! We're almost there Hyunwoo so just hang on, please!" I have a very uneasy feeling with what Hyunwoo is saying

He kept on coughing up blood. "Heh... you know better than anyone that I won't make it in time y/n"

"No! Stop saying that, you will make it in time!" I hate him for saying that

His hands went to mine and gripped it tightly. He stared at my eyes and smiled "I might not show it but I had always cherished you Y/n, I always have. You were the only person I had in my life and I was your only one too but" he paused and looked at Jackson

"Now, you can be happy without me" He said with a smile

I couldn't stop my tears. "Hyunwoo..." I called and hugged him burying my face on his shoulders

"I love you too, brother" He let out a small chuckle

"I haven't heard you call me brother since you were 5, I'm glad I heard it again. For the last time" He smiled

The car went to a stop and the nurses immediately went to Hyunwoo and brought him to the ER

The nurse stopped me from going inside and I was left there, feeling as if I had just lost a part of me.

My knees gave up on me and I kneeled to the ground. Jackson crouched down beside me and pulled me into a tight hug, gently rubbing my shoulder with his chin on my head

"Jackson, he'll be fine right? " I said with my voice cracking

"I'm not...sure" that was all Jackson said and we fell into silence waiting for the doctor to come out

"Time of death 8:54pm"

(🍦) BOKU NO PICO
- I don't know how to feel about this but I was crying while making this :,))

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