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October 1st 2015
An alarm sound starts ringing which annoys me as I only got 4 hours of sleep. I slowly open my eyes and then wonder, 'why did I think of becoming an idol' . Sometimes it can be difficult and would definitely mess up ur sleep schedule. I couldn't do anything about it. I didn't want to leave my bed. I couldn't care less. I was about to close my eyes until I heard my manager.
"Yah Kim Taeyeon! We have a music video shooting which starts at 6:30am. So hurry up right now!"
You might be thinking, 'Why the hell would an idol shoot for a music video at 6:30am?' Well here's a brief explanation. A music video is normally shot in different areas and different places instead of being the same theme/ basic. I mean there's nothing wrong with being basic but I guess everyone nowadays like music videos that are more unique I guess.
"Kim Taeyeon will you get up or not?" My manager yelled.
"Yea yea I will don't worry about it jeez." I replied. My manager just rolled his eyes and he knows I do this all the time. As soon as I hear the door shut I get up and start doing my daily. Brushing, blah blah shower all that type of stuff. I quickly finish up and start having an apple. I'm currently on a diet in which I actually have no idea why but you know society in kpop when it comes to body types.
I then hear a ding from my phone. I pick it up and check to see who it's from.
"Taeyeon unnie fighting!" -Seohyun
I smile. I'm always thankful towards my members. Oh I'm pretty sure you probably don't even know who I am as I haven't fully introduced myself. (Author- it's okay Taeyeon we all know you our legend) I'm Kim Taeyeon. I'm the oldest and the leader of Soshi/Snsd/Girls Generation. We have 9 members. Me, Jessica, Sunny, Tiffany, Hyoyeon, Yuri, Sooyoung, Yoona and Seohyun the maknae.
Now that you know all of them, I'm pretty sure you have probably heard of us because of our hit songs for example, ITNW, Genie, Gee, The boyz, IGAB etc.
"KIM TAEYEON ARE YOU COMING OR WHAT?" My manager yelled. I sighed.
"Ne!"
I go downstairs to see my manager and my whole production crew for the music video 'I'. Huh? What are they doing at my house? Shouldn't they be at the set instead of coming to my house? Hm strange. I didn't really think much of it. Probably have something to discuss with me.
"Kim Taeyeon-shi you have finally came downstairs' haha" The director laughed. I stood there awkwardly.
"Oh ne...well apologies I felt extremely tired after the late shooting at night so haha..."
"Well that's okay but um we need to discuss about something if that is alright with you?'
"Of course!" now I'm getting suspicious. What do they suddenly want to ask me about? A crew staff motioned me to follow the director. I go downstairs and then follow him. We then sit at my table and there is a LOT of papers. I raise my eyebrow.
"What is this director-nim?" I ask
"Well Taeyeon-shi we are currently in discussions with an EXO member right now."
Huh? EXO? What does that have to do with anything. I tilt my head to the side while looking at the director.
"You see we are collaborating with EXO's Baekhyun."
My heart dropped when he mentioned Baekhyun. It's been nearly 1 month since I have seen Baekhyun after our messy breakup. No. I didn't want to face him again...
Flashback 'Baekhyun I can't take this anymore. I've been getting hate ever since we announced dating. I've been getting death threats from my dms and Instagram comments. It's getting tiring.'
'Taeyeon trust me we can fight for our love even though people hate our relationship. Taeyeon please. I really do love you and you do too. We can't let hate get into our relation-
'Do you think it's that easy for me? Yes we do love each other but I can't TAKE IT!' I yelled. I couldn't. My head was full of hate comments. I remember back in 2014, I was in the airport looking for a Korean person as I was a bit lost in my way until I met these 2 Koreans in which I was so thankful but suddenly they mentioned about my dating scandal with Baekhyun. Thing is she was not a supporter but instead was shouting at me for dating Baekhyun in which I apologised for. Since that I've been living in hell.
"Taengoo...I'm sorry" Baekhyun replied. In his eyes I could tell he was so guilty. I could tell he was hurt through the pain his eyes but I Ignored it as I was filled with anger.
"Let's break up. I can't do this anymore.' I said. I could tears forming in Baekhyun's eyes.
"Taengoo I promise we could do this together!" He cried. Looking down at him I do really feel guilty but I couldn't say anything. I then opened his front door and then left the house. I could hear my name being called by Baekhyun but I ignored it. I went in my car and drove off. Me and Baekhyun are done.
Flashback ends
'Director-nim could you not have chosen someone else from EXO?' I said. I did not want to face him again after leaving him.
'I can understand why your feeling like that but all the other main vocalists/lead are busy. Chen is doing an OST, Kyungsoo is acting while xiumin is doing a musical. I would have called out other members as I heard they could all sing, but I decided to pick Baekhyun. His voice is so dreamy' he replied.
*Ding Dong*
"Must be him." Huh? What? I thought we were going to meet up with him somewhere instead of MY HOUSE? I became anxious. I started fiddling around with my fingers and as the door opened, I saw him. I still like him a lot. I really do feel guilty for breaking up with him but...I guess there's nothing to do for the both us anymore.
"Baekhyun-ah!' Director-Nim shouted in happiness.
"Annyeonghaseyo Baekhyun imnida" He bowed. Then suddenly we made eye contact. Oh no.
