Fuck being human :Blue exorcist/Tokyo ghoul [editing]

Im sorry~ 40

Rins pov
[car engine]

I sat in the back of a taxi as I rested my head on my hand.

'I'll give in' I remembered haise's words as I sighed slightly and pinched my nose

He'll give in? What happened to all that talk about his family...could he really just...give it up? I know he said he's sure but...I don't want to keep this up for much longer.

My mind traveled to what happened in the file room afterwards as I sighed heavily

Don't get me wrong I'm glad I made up with him but...I'm not sure if I could ever go that far...not with him

"We're here sir" he said

"Ah thankyou...here keep the change" I said as I handed him whatever I had in my pocket excusing 5 So I could buy coffee

"Wow Thankyou" he laughed as I nodded and got out of the taxi

[sigh]

I stood Infront of re: as I saw touka and everyone else inside

[door opens/closes]

"Hey" I said as I walked in

"Rin" touka said "you look like something happened what's wrong" she asked

"Well I made up with haise" I said when they all flinched "I don't really like how though" I grimaced as I felt the guilt build up inside me

"What happened?" Sasuke asked as I leaned on the table

"Well a couple days ago I caught haise investigating on me and kaneki and I guess he found a video from my first appearance so I stopped him from watching more when he said he wanted to know more about kaneki and I agreed this time...I told him everything excluding your names and he told me he was sorry for everything...then he kissed me" I said as I groaned slightly

"He kissed you? Out of nowhere like that?" Touka said

"Well I guess he had feelings for a while...he said he was scared to admit it because it could just be kaneki returning so he used it as an excuse to push me away...Then he said he'd give in when kaneki would show himself again...and that he just wanted to live how he wanted to for now so I gave in" I said

"Ah...he changed his mind that quickly" touka asked when I flinched

"What does that mean?" I asked when they all flinched

"Haise...may have asked us a couple questions" Sasuke said when I flinched

"Sasuke" I said

"Yeah?" He said as i felt a vein pop from my chin

"What all did you tell haise" I said As he sighed and gave in as i smirked in victory

"All I told him was where to find the files...though that whole part of him giving in as a surprise" Sasuke said

"Why?" I asked