Only You

chapter one

He was everywhere, always at work and always on my mind. I couldn't get him out. Last night might have been the best night of my life. I spent it with Mark Sloan. He was charming, attractive, and overall a good man. I certainly had feelings for him after yesterday but I wondered if he had feelings for me or if I was just some girl he hooked up with.

I stood in the east wing lobby with the other interns we were still not allowed into the or after what we had done. All we got to do these days was stand and observe. I stood in a circle with the other interns, my hands were crossed and I was swaying side to side waiting. I was watching Meredith, Alex, and Cristina, they were talking about us. I could tell because they were whispering and staring at every one of us.

"Alright" Dr Yang spoke as she walked over "I don't want to put up with you crazies today because I want to be in the or. So, I will be sending you kids off to do your own research" she added

All the interns stood still. Too scared to move. I was kind of hurt that we would be wasting our time researching again. But it was our punishment for what we did. Cristina saw that we weren't moving.

"Go" she raised her voice and pointed down the hall "Go to the research library and don't leave until your shift is over"

I sighed and proceeded to walk to the library. To say I was annoyed was an understatement. I thought that we could at least watch the surgeries and learn. It had been weeks and we were still being punished.

I must have gotten deeply lost in my thoughts because I didn't realise that I had bumped into someone

"Watch it" they called as I stumbled into them. They grabbed my arm and moved me out of their way.

"I'm s-sorry" I stuttered collecting myself. I looked up and saw that it was Mark. Butterflies filled my stomach, I had lost my voice. I felt like I was going to throw up

His expression relaxed to a concerned face. It looked like he wanted to know if it was okay.

But before he could speak Derek showed up. Mark glanced at him then back at me and his expression changed this time it was resentful and almost angered.

"Don't let it happen again" he scoured and turned and walked off with Derek.

I was immediately taken a back. I felt like my heart was just pulled out of my chest and crumbled into a million pieces. Did last night mean nothing to him? I guess I was just a toy to him. I'm so stupid I thought as I raced down the hall to the nearest bathroom. Once I entered a stall I crumbled to the floor and cried.

I cried for a long time. Why am I crying ? I asked myself. I am crying over a stupid boy all because I was stupid enough to fall for his tricks. I shook my head and walked out of the bathroom.

I will not fall for him. I will not enter his trap again.

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Hey! So new story
Let me know what you guys think. This takes place during season 5 where Lexie and Mark are a secret. But I will be putting my own twist to this.
Hope you like it !! xo