Your eyes, they tell

Chapter 19

Jin hyung nodded and smiled softly at Tae hyung as he made his way to grab me. He put his arm around me, "It'll be okay, we're gonna fix this okay? Let's go! I saw banana milk in the fridge."

"I'm not a kid Hyung, banana milk!" I mocked him as he he lead me out of the room

"Oh fine you can watch me drink it!" he mocked back

"No I'll fight you! That's my banana milk!" I took a look back at Tae hyung as he smiled at me. I sighed out, wondering what the heck he could possibly do to fix this mess.

I didn't hear what Joon hyung and he talked about after I left - I couldn't help but be nosy.

The me whose always down to inhale any food couldn't eat anything this morning. Not the snacks Jin Hyung got for me, not the ramen he offered to make, none of it.

Jin hyung pulled up the chair next to me at the dining table and I could feel his eyes watch over me. "At least drink the banana milk Kookie. I know your mom stocked the crap out of the fridge with that thinking of only you."

I hate when hyungs worry about me but this time I couldnt pull myself out and pretend to be happy. I kept telling myself to force a smile at Jin Hyung for being so concerned but my body just wasn't cooperating with me today.

Just then Joon hyung came down with the rest of the hyungs who already looked like they got caught up on what was going on. Oh great.

"Where's Tae hyung?" I asked them

"Don't worry Kook! He wanted to talk to your mother! It'll be okay!" Hobi hyung assured back hugging me

"I told him not to!" I sulked

"You're just gonna have to get used to your man taking care of you like that! It's what he's here for Kook!" Jimin hyung said

"Besides, your mom's different than most moms Kook! I wouldn't worry too much!" Yoongi hyung assured

He was right. My mom's always been sweet and supportive of hyung, especially after finding out he was gay and knowing he didn't keep in touch with his parents. I am different right? Parents aren't as understanding when it's their own kids.

"We might have to leave early, and it's all my fault! I am sorry guys!"

"Kook!" Joon said, "You don't know that! And if we do, we do! We can go back to the beach house! I am sure my parents won't mind!"

I didn't say anything.

"Wanna go for a walk Kook? How about swimming? Or we can see if the street vendors have opened up any of their stalls? It may be early but I am sure the aunty there won't mind giving us some tteokbukki?" Jimin hyung said pulling up his chair next to mine, "What do you think Kooks?" he asked putting an arm around me

"No it's okay hyung!"

"Tae said you didn't sleep much! Wanna sleep some more?" Joon hyung asked

"No I-..." a yawn escaped my lips before I could say anything else causing Joon hyung to snicker

"Come on Jungkookie! Let's go cuddle and you'll sleep right away!" Hobi hyung pulled me up off the chair and I let him

"Did someone say cuddle?" Jimin hyung asked following us as he hugged me from behind, guiding my walk.

We finally were all in my bed. I wasn't expecting to be in between two men being spooned to death.

"Kookie! I am so proud of you! I know you might not think so but you did a really brave thing! You spoke your truth! It's hard to do!" Jimin hyung said