dear armin:
it keeps happening all over. he keeps raping me. he told me i shouldn't be alive. he told me i'm worthless and i only worked to pleasure him. maybe he's right. maybe i should leave this world. maybe i am useless. i've been ignoring you. i don't want to ruin your relationship with her. i'm sorry about everything. i love you and i'm sorry about it.
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