dear armin:
you asked what the hickies he left were. i had to tell you fell. i feel bad for lying to you, but i can't tell anyone what really happened. my life is falling to pieces once again. i wish you could hold me in your arms and tell me everything will be fine. i want to be with you. but you're with her. and i'm so useless. nobody will ever love me. i'm sorry for being such a bad human being.
- vanya
