dear armin:
today i went to your house to do that stupid chemistry project. i was glad that your mom was happy to see me. i missed her so much. i miss the old times. i got so embarrassed when i got lost in your eyes, but i can't help it anymore. those blue pools of yours drive me crazy and i can't seem to hide it anymore. i wish they were mine. i wish you were mine. but that's impossible.
- vanya
