Waste It On Me (Yoonmin Au)

24-I'm waiting for you

Jimin p.o.v

Four hours, Yoongi is four hours long in the surgery now, Namjoon told me it takes about seven hours, the longest seven hours ever in my whole life, I spent them praying for his safety in our room, I refused to let any one in the room with me, I really need to stay alone little bit.

I kept on replaying his video over and over, went through all of our photos together, I smiled and cried,
God please be safe Yoongi....

Three more hours went by and I can feel my anxiety level bursting, I feel sick and my stomach hurt with worry, I wanna fly over right fucking now to the USA and be with him,
Oh my God why am I so stupid? Why did I let him do it?!
We could have tolerated it and avoided all of this...

But he was in pain and I can't see him in pain...
But what about my own pain if anything happened to him?
What am I gonna do without him?
I felt tears gathering in my eyes but I fought them,
I need to trust him...
He is coming back for me...
Come on Yoongi...come on baby...

Two hours...
Two hours went by...
And nothing happened...
Namjoon told me that the doctor assured him he would send him a message once the surgery was over,
But no message was sent and now I'm literally pulling at my hair in fear and anxiety.

Hoseok was next to Army calming her down, she was a mess, she didn't stop crying and praying as well, she might not be blood related to Yoongi but that girl loves him so much it makes me wanna hug her and cry with her..

"Namjoon....any news?",
"No Jin..nothing",
"Well call him!",
"What if the surgery isn't over yet Jungkook?!",
"Why would it take so long?!"
"I don't know Taehyung now can you all shut up and calm down?".

It wasn't until another hour when Namjoon's phone rang..
We were all on top of each other trying to listen to the phone call, he turned on the speaker and the doctor's voice was clear,

"Hello...is this Kim Namjoon? A relative of Min Yoongi?",
"Yes",
"I'm doctor Byun Baekhyun sir and I'm calling to inform you about the condition of Mister Min on behalf of his own request",
I didn't like his tone...it was so auto toned and quiet.

"I can hear you clearly doctor, go ahead",
There was a moment of silence that lasted for seconds but I felt like my soul left me during them,
"The surgery is over... And Mister Min is okay".

I saw everyone gasping and smiling and Jungkook hugged Taehyung in happiness,
except for me and Namjoon, something was off and we can feel it, he looked at me then talked,
"Thanks for your efforts doctor Byun, please keep going",
"Apparently Mister Min used to take a certain  type of pills and the active substance in the pills is still present with great amounts in his blood".

Everyone quieted down hearing this and looked worried, I was wrapping my arms around myself in anxiousness as Namjoon asked,
"....And?",
Another moment of silence...
"And the subject caused complications and his brain didn't respond....and he.... Fell into a coma...",
Coma?...

"A coma?.. Okay but... How long would it take it for him to wake up from that coma?",
"That's unknown",
"I'm begging you doctor, if you have a certain expectations on how long would it take please tell us...please"
The doctor stayed silent for a whole minute... The longest minute in my life, a minute were millions of moments flashed into my eyes that were filled with tears..

"It could take years...".

That was the last thing I heard before I fell unconscious....

I sat on the chair and smiled sadly at the pale boy in the bed, he was so pale, so beautiful, so calm and peaceful,
My tears blurred my sight but I took in a deep breath and calmed down, I took his hand in mine squeezing the,
"Hey jagiya...",
I pecked his knuckles and stared at his closed eyes,
"I came Yoongi, it's me Jimin",
Of course....no answer...

"I came as soon as the doctor called..... I couldn't wait and leave you here alone...",
I took in a shakey breath trying to calm down, 
"A coma... Why darling...",
Whipping my tears and staring at his hand,
"But you know what? I'm happy baby....you did it...you fought and survived...this is temporary... But you are alive and breathing and I'm waiting sweety...".

A choked sob escaped my lips,
"I'm waiting for you....and I'm gonna keep on waiting even if it's gonna take you years to find the way back to me... To us... We are all waiting jagiya...",
I pecked his cheek and let my tears fall,
"Even if you wake up the day right before my death...I'm gonna wait for you... My only... M-my only pain is not having you a-around baby... N-not being able to touch you...feel you...t-talk with you... But still..I'm gonna w-wait for all of that".

My chokes and sobs made me barely able to talk, tears ran down my cheeks freely and my chest heaved and closed in on me,
"You promised you gon-na kiss me, and love me..and ta-ke me on d-dates.... Our wedding Yoongi.... Our child baby... You s-said you gonna take me a-around the world and to Paris and.... Yoongi.... Please baby j-just co-come to me... I...don't want all of t-this... I just w-want you".

I buried my face in the sheets of his bed sobbing loudly, I felt like I can't breathe and gasped for air,
The door opened and the nurse came in, she helped me get up and gave me a bottle of water patting my back sympathetically then left the room saying I've only one more minute before the visiting hours is over.

I turned to him and bent over his body, I lowered my face to his and nuzzled our noses together lovingly like he used to do to me,
Then I kissed his lips,
A kiss that showed my love, eagerness, longing, hope and sadness...
I wished he could kiss me back...
I wished I could feel his warm body pressing against mine instead of this cold emotionless still body that is barely breathing....
I wished I had my Yoonie back...
I whimpered to the kiss and broke it off, pecking his forehead then backing away slowly....
Leaving the room of the love of my life....

I'm waiting for you jagiya....

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Y'all we are at the end!!!!

I've two endings ready in my drafts okay?

One is fuckin sad

The other isn't sad

So I'm gonna make a voting🙂

If you chose the sad ending then I'm gonna post it first and announce that this story is finished and that it has a sad ending, after that I'm gonna post the  happy one as a side off (what would have happened if it was a happy story)

And vice versa if u chose the happy ending instead.

Tell me what u want butters ❤🫂
Love you💜