Waste It On Me (Yoonmin Au)

1- Stay the night?

Colors:
Silver-sad
Blue-happy
Pink-embarrassed
Orange-annoyed
Black-empty
Purple-love

Jimin p.o.v

I laid in the bed listening to the shower running in the bathroom, I didn't mind my tears as they fell silently to my pillow, it wasn't the first time anyways.

Should I ask him to stay ?
But he never does....

My naked body was exhausted to even get up to find my clothes, so I didn't try to, it's not like he didn't see me naked before..

He is the only one to see me naked..

The water in the shower stopped and a soft humming was more clear, I chuckled softly at the voice, he was a bad singer but that never stopped him from singing which ended up to screeching,
But would you believe me if I told you...I love that screeching voice?

Heck I love everything about that boy...

The bathroom door opened and he walked out with a towel around his waist and another on his shoulders using it to dry his wet grey hair.

He turned to me eyeing my body sleeping on the bed, I had the enough strength to wrap the soft blanket around my waist covering my lower body.

He chuckled when he saw me staring at him with puppy eyes,
"Get up and take a shower pabo".

I rolled my eyes at him,
"Don't call me pabo, I've it enough from Taehyung",
He laughed and I can feel my eyes shifting slowly to purple hue at the sound so I closed them to hide the color.

It's not like he care for that color specifically anyways.

When I felt them turning to their usual silver color I opened them, he had already dropped the towels to the ground and started gathering his clothes, the silver color in my eyes shifted into pink and I turned my head to the other side.

"Oh come on, you have seen my butt in many times more than my own mother Jimin-ah",
I couldn't help but giggle at his words,
"Don't you...ummm...wanna stay the night?",
His soft gaze turned somehow to blank one, even his blue eyes flashed into orange for seconds.

Annoyed...
I'm annoying him...

"Jimin you know I need to go home cause I've w-"
"Work that you can go to from my house too! It doesn't make a difference Yoongi! You can borrow my clothes we are the same size but you never do!!".

He stared at me for a few moments and his eyes turned silver staring at my already silver ones deeply,
"I'm sorry Jimin-ah, I will see you tomorrow",
I nodded and turned around giving him my back, I heard footsteps walking toward the bed but I didn't turn to him, I can't show him my tears,
"Are you going to be okay or do you want me to carry you to the bath-",
"I'm fine".

He sighed behind me and I felt a soft pair of lips pressing against my naked shoulder, it hurt just a little, probably a hickey and he just decided to kiss it.

He always marks me, wherever he can reach he would put his mark, my thighs are filled with marks from his fingers and hickeys, my upper body is full of hickeys and kisses,
He can kiss every part in my whole body,
But never my lips...

A sob erupted in my throat as I heard the front door closing behind him, my silent tears turned into full on crying,
Why can't he cuddle me after sex?
Why wouldn't he stay the night?
It only reminds me over and over that we are just friends with benefits, that we can never be anything more...

I got up tiredly and dragged my exhausted body to the shower, I filled the bathtub with warm water and stood in front of the mirror, my dirty blond hair stood in all directions, hickeys were drawn on my shoulders and chest, my nipples were angry red from all the biting and sucking and I can't wait to drown my body in the warm water to calm the sensitive buds down.

I sighed and stared at my lips,
When we first met at work he would always stare at my lips, it made me blush from time to time and I felt more confident that the sexy coworker in our office was attracted to my lips,
But those lips were never kissed,
It had been three years since we've known each other, and only five months since we started the whole fuck and leave thing.

But he never kissed them.

My silver eyes stared at me and the more I thought about everything the more black strings start to cover the sad silver orbs,
Empty...
That's really how I feel...

I turned away from the mirror, closed the water tab and sat in the warm water, I hissed as it touched all the hickeys but I soon became comfortable.

I laid there for more than an hour before the water turned freezing, I got up and dried my body slowly, I left the bathroom and wondered around my room for clothes, settling in a pair of boxers and a white shirt.

I took my phone and opened the chat with Yoongi.

Are you back home safely?

Yoonie💜
Yes Jiminie I'm home
It's 2 am y r u still awake pabo?

I just finished showering.
And stop calling me pabo.

Yoonie💜

Would you prefer it be baby boy?
(͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Of course pabi.

Yoonie💜
You are adorable

I blushed at the text and stared at it for some time,
He said a lot of things to me  throughout our...friendship?

I don't even know what to call it anymore...

Beautiful, cute, adorable, sexy, hot, all of these were words he used to describe me...
Yet it wasn't enough for him to love me back.....

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I

just found out pabi means daddy? And I thought it was an endearing word and I just had to use it❤👀✨

First chap babies!! ✨💜

What do u think of both Jimin and Yoongi?? 👀

Luv u 💜