Waste It On Me (Yoonmin Au)

23-Goodbye Jimin

Yoongi p.o.v

I sighed and closed my phone after sending the video to Jimin, my tears rolled down and I couldn't stop them, didn't care to...
Why do I feel bad about this surgery? Should I back off now?

"Hey hyung...wait are you crying?",
I looked to my side, it was Namjoon, he came picked me up to take me to the airport, I'm so grateful for him honestly,
"No...no I'm not",
"Yoongi its okay...you can do it man",
"Yeah I can do it...for Jimin I will".

"Namjoon...I want a favor from you",
"Say it right away buddy",
"I want you to finish the song... And make Jimin listen to it",
"Why don't you do it yourself? Are you planning on leaving us behind or what?",
"Namjoon please... Just do as I say okay? If anything happened to me.... Make him listen to it... It holds so many meanings only him will understand them",
He stared at me for seconds then nodded,
"Okay...but promise you gonna show it to him yourself",
"I will... I hope so Joon".

The announcement for my plane echoed in the airport and I felt my heart beating faster with fear and worry, I looked at Namjoon and he had tears in his eyes but he was looking away to hide them, he turned to me and tried to smile but failed and a small sob escaped his lips,
I stood up and hugged him and he sobbed slightly to my shoulders while I barely held my tears,
"Please come back safe hyung",
"I will Joon...take care of the boys and Army for me okay?",
He stared at me in worry and fear but nodded.

I patted his shoulder and grabbed my bag,
"Bye Joon",
"See ya hyung",

I hope so Namjoon...I hope so..

Jimin p.o.v

I spent the last two hours explaining to everyone why Yoongi was in the USA, apparently he sent them all a goodbye videos and they freaked out and I found them banging on the door two hours after I woke up, Namjoon joined shortly saying he was the one who drived Yoongi to the airport.

They were all shocked and sad, Army and Taehyung were crying, Namjoon barely manged to calm Jin, Jungkook stared to the floor with tears in his eyes, Hoseok stormed out with tears and anger,
We were a complete mess...

I sighed and got up walking to mine and Yoongi's room, I'm so tired and felt like I can't breathe with all the sadness outside, I laid in his bed and took in the slight scent of him still on the sheets, my eyes teared up for the millionth time and I whimpered weakly to my hands.

My phone rang and it was Masul, I answered it and she noticed right away the quiver in my voice, I cried to her and she kept on calming me as much as she can saying it's gonna be fine and to trust Yoongi, I'm trying but something about his voice and look made me so worried, it was like he can sense something or scared if something..

I thanked Masul and hang up after an hour of talking and crying,
The guys decided to stay the night with me, I was glad they did cause honestly I didnt know how am I gonna sleep alone tonight.

That night I went to bed with Taehyung and Jungkook sleeping with me, we were worried and scared, we were sad and had tears in our eyes but we cheered each other up and I'm so grateful for those boys..

Its ten in the morning now and I woke up to my phone ringing,
It was Yoongi!!!!

I answered so quickly,
"Yoongi!",
"Hey baby",
"H-hi... Oh my God",
"No no no crying come on baby",
"I'm sorry",
I whimpered and moved quietly out of the room to avoid waking Tae and Kook, I walked out of the apartment and sat on the stairs.

"Are you okay?",
"Yes, I'm at the hospital right now... They are ummm....preparing me for the surgery",
I felt my heart squeezing and a shaky breath escaped me,
"Yeah...okay",
"Yeah....so I just wanted to hear your voice again",
"You will hear it over and over once you are done baby...just come back home safely please",
"Minnie I prom-"
"Baby please...I can hear it in your voice Yoongi...".

He stayed quiet while I cried to the phone, my chest was heaving with unknown fear and I couldn't calm down,
"You say love is messed up" ,
Wh...what?
"You say that it don't work...you don't wanna try no no",
Yoongi was singing....
He was singing something..
And those words sounded so familiar...

"But baby I'm no stranger... To heartbreak and the pain of...always being let go..",
I listened silently to his quivering voice, flashback from my first night staying over at his house after sex, when he was sleeping on the couch and I thought he didn't hear me...those were my words... He was listening....

"Yoongi",
"Don't cry Jimin",
I was about to answer when a nurse came in and told him something in English that I couldn't understand,
"Jimin I gotta go love... Can you say it one last time... I love you",
I nodded holding my tears and shaking,
"Please come back to me...I love you Yoonie...".

He smiled at me with a strange smile that sent shivers down my spine,
"Goodbye Jimin",
and I froze to my place,
"Don't say it like that!",
But he hang up before he heard me,
"YOONGI!!".

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I'm not gonna sleep peacefully tonight I just know it y'all gonna hunt me in my dreams 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Love you butters😭😭❤🫂