A Court of Song and Shadow

Chapter 46

"We have heard stories of you in the Day Court--word spreads fast and there are some who are already making poems and songs about you and the last battle with the Valkyrie." He smiles at me.

"Helion--" The lady pinches his arm and he looks to her offended and then he opens his mouth as he realizes that I just discovered what I assume to be a love affair.

"I won't say anything." I say to both of them and I lean in to the lady, "I would cheat on my husband with him too."

Helion lets out a laugh as I watch the Lady of Autumn's face relax, "My name is Aurelia."

"Well it is lovely to meet both of you." I smile at them and they look at each other and then back at me. "I am sorry--this is the first time I am meeting a High Lord who is not my father or The Spring Court's High Lord."

Helion raises his eyebrows at me, "You are Rhysand's sister?"

"I am! You know my brother?" I ask excitedly.

"Unfortunately." Helion grins at me and I giggle at him--giggle. I shut my mouth and clear my throat, and look between them both.

"Right, you two looked like you were in the middle of an important conversation so I will just go--"

"Wait!" Helion grabs my arm to stop me and I look at his muscled hand holding my arm and calm my heart rate. "Do you mind walking Aurelia back to her tent? I would but--"

"You do not want to get caught?" I cross my arms as I look at him.

"Exactly." He gives me a grin that reminds me of Cassian and I look to Aurelia and give her a polite smile. She smiles back but I can tell there is something very wrong with her. I slowly open the door and make sure there is nobody watching us as Aurelia and I make our way out of the shed first. We begin walking in the direction where her tent is.

"I do not want you to worry that I will tell anyone--I despise the High Lord of your court so I will not be informing him of anything." I say to her, and she gives me a small smile. I silently curse myself as I realize I was just speaking about my husband. My shadows peak out behind me at her, and her eyes widen when she sees them.

"You are a Shadowsinger?" She asks, but not in fear--in curiosity.

"I am." I smile at her. Usually people fear my shadows, but she looked at them with a smile and fire in her eyes. My shadows observe her for a moment before dancing around her, and she lets out a giggle as they float around her. They pause at her stomach and my eyebrows raise when I realize why they pause there.

"Congratulations." I smile at her, and she places a hand on her stomach and looks to me in surprise.

"How did you know?" Aurelia asks, her voice shaking.

"Apparently my shadows can sense it." I observe my shadows, and they seem to dance in excitement--they stop when they sense Aurelia's fear, "Haven't you had six sons already? Why do you seem frightened?"

"I--" She cuts herself off and looks down at the ground, and I open my mouth to speak again but quickly close it when I realize she does not need to open up to me considering we just met minutes ago. I look to her again to observe her as we walk and the shadows in her eyes tell me all I need to know about what she is upset about the baby growing in her stomach.

It was not her husband's baby.

"I know we just met, but if you ever need a friend to talk to or someone to help you escape from somewhere-- I am here." I give her a small smile and she looks to me with gratefulness in her eyes.

"Thank you, Velaris, for your kindness." She smiles a genuine smile at me as she opens her tent flap, she waves farewell and I watch her place a hand on her stomach and smile at it as she disappears within her tent.

I have never thought about having children--or a family of my own. A small part of me deep down becomes ecstatic at the thought of having children of my own. I would be a god awful mother but I know I would kill anyone if they were to harm my future children--it will not be for a long while but I would like to have maybe one or two children. I would never have as many as Aurelia, but something tells me she did not get to choose how many she wanted. I smile as I walk back to my tent--something tells me that her newest child would be her favorite out of all of them.

I slow my walking when I see Helion leaning against a post for me and smirks when he sees me, "I have something to show you."

"Are you not in love with Aurelia?" I ask him.

"I did not mean it like that," He shakes his head, "You Illyrians and your filthy minds."

"You said it that way!" I point out as I begin to follow him.

"I would not be opposed if you wanted to join us in bed one evening though." Helion throws me a wink and I let out a laugh. I think of how Aurelia was just as beautiful as Helion--I would not be opposed either.

"Maybe I would, but I have a mate of my own." I say without thinking, and my eyes widen at what I just realize I admitted--to a stranger.

"Congratulations," Helion pats me on my back and I almost fall over at his strength, "Whoever he is--or she--is extremely lucky to have such an attractive mate."

"He actually does not know." I admit, "Nobody does, I have no idea why I just told you."

"I have that effect on women--and men." He gives me that stupid grin again and I make a face at him. I watch silently as he opens the stable doors and takes me to the very back--my heart drops when I see a familiar red Pegasus.

"I found her as I was taking care of my own Pegasi--she must have found her way to my herd after the battle. She had some nasty wounds that my healers healed right away--I had heard the stories about the Valkyrie and the Pegasi and had assumed you would know her." Helion explains to me.

"Sigrun." I whisper with tears forming in my eyes, I fling the gate open and run to take her face in my hands. She lets out a whinny and I somehow hear comfort in it. She rests her muzzle on my face and I lean the top of my head against hers. "She won't be coming back."

I wonder if Sigrun understood that her rider would never mount her again--if she can sense that kind of loss.

"They understand." Helion says to me. "They understand loss and pain as much as we do."

"Thank you." I say to him, and I mean it with every inch in my body.

"Of course--she belongs to you now after all," Helion says softly, "You are the last Valkyrie."