Forbidden Love

Chapter 1 • Longing

It has been a long day for Xiao Zhan, Acting here and Modeling there. His world is only circulating on media, Well what other he can do? it's his work and passion. He was busy these past few days it is not that he's not busy everytime but these few days are different than before.

After the 'Untamed' he acted up as Wei Wuxian blew up his career has become more shiny but not all the time. When that '227' incident came up his world became dark temporarily.

Despite his love for his career he even lowered his pride to apologized even though it was not his fault. He did it to protect his family, career, friends, his fans, and mostly his beloved didi Wang Yibo.

He tiredly laid on his couch while watching a movie it's 10 PM already still he can't sleep no matter what he do although his body is exhausted his mind is still energetic.

"Boring" he said when even the movie can't satisfy him. He whined, "arghh.. what will i do?!". Right now he knows to himself that he feels incomplete but don't know what kind of thing it is. I mean he can get anything he want especially this time he's so popular in whole China.

He grabbed the remote and changed the channel to a News. Finally something caught his attention let say someone. "Wang Yibo donated for Hunan his home land" the headline said while showing Wang Yibo helping carrying boxes of goods and you could see on tv screen that there are some men taking a pictures of him.

"Bodi..." Xiao Zhan suddenly blurted out. There's unknown thing piercing his heart seeing Yibo again. He turned off the TV and moved to his bedroom and laid on the couch. Since that issue happened he became silent from the media for awhile it took months.

During that months Xiao Zhan decided he should do something to protect his loved ones from threats. And to ignore and avoid Yibo is one of that.

While laying on his king size bed and staring up to his ceiling his thoughts begins to eat his whole mind, Xiao Zhan still remember how Yibo cares for him on set and on his private life even on his darkest time when Xiao Zhan temporarily isolated himself from media.

That time every morning and night Yibo didn't forget to send Xiao Zhan a messages even tho Xiao Zhan is not replaying. Yibo always motivates him to not give up and gave Xiao Zhan a reasons to continue but before Xiao Zhan will comeback to his career he messaged Wang Yibo to stop sending him a messages and He have to ignore Xiao Zhan public or private but Yibo is so stubborn.

Until Xiao Zhan was the one who ignored Wang Yibo in messages, calls, in awardings, even everytime their path interacts. And many months are like that without any communications between them public nor private.

"I miss Yibo's cares" Xiao Zhan said while smiling like a fool and after a seconds his smile faded away and his tears begins to roll down on his cheeks. Many minutes has passed Xiao Zhan didn't know when he drifted into dreamland.

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Xiao Zhan wakes up because of his alarm clock. Today is his rest day after a full schedules everyday. He sits up and brush his swollen eyes. He gets up and did his daily morning routine, After he cooked his own breakfast he sits on his couch when he is about to reach the remote to open the TV He saw a book in the side. He didn't hesitate to grab it.

"Mo Dao Zu Shi" Xiao Zhan reads the title of the book after a second of thoughts, "ah yeah right i bought this book before" he said to himself.

Xiao Zhan bought that book because of curiosity but he always forgot to read it due of lack of time and sometimes he is busy to memorize a script.

He forgot about the TV. Xiao Zhan back to his sit and open the book to the first chapter. "Let see, why many fans of this book are so obsessed to this novel" He begins to read the contexts.