my metanoia.

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they tell me in order to cope and live again

that i'll a repentance, a metanoia of sorts

forgiveness for my wretched heart

or my sins

tear yourself apart, they say
we know you already feel it, there's no need to resist

i could shove scriptures down my throat

the ink blackening my tongue

as dark as my mind and soul

which have been tarnished on a level that's out of control

as though self punishment

will atone for all my wrongdoings

as though i do not already spend too much time

covering the bruising of my

hurts and mistakes

-religious guilt

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