it's like i can't trust any of my emotions. my emotions are always reactionary, severe, irrational. i was raised by people who taught me that my emotions and thoughts are always irrational.
i'm constantly asking myself, how do i actually feel about this person?
have i ever felt non-platonic love? have i ever truly been in love with someone? i don't think so
i'm extraordinarily fascinated with how love must feel, but i don't want to experience it myself.
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